Monday, December 28, 2009 >>11:27 AM

It's already Monday, 28th of December 2009. Time passes by so fast. I thought, yesterday was Christmas? Where i had fun with my cousins. But, it's monday now. How on earth did time passed by so fast? Just one more week; one more week until school reopens. I'm literally shivering down to my spine. I can't believe the holidays are going to be over so soon. In just a week, i'll be a senior, going to take SPM in just a matter of months, studying my life out. God, the thought of doing those scares me. I just hoped time would somehow freeze and never move a single second. I hope those fantasies, in the books i've been reading are somehow real. Why can't that happen in real life? Why can't i live in a fantasy world? Why can't i?

I've always thought my life to be a dream, where i would wake up one day in a completely different world. I always thought to myself; maybe i'm just somebody's puppet, someone toying with my life. I once made a wish on my birthday; to wake up one day and realise i'm already an adult. But, knowing how the real world is, i don't think that will ever happen. So now, i'm just shivering for what the future might bring me. I've got to work hard.

I can't afford to waste time anymore. I can't always be lazing around. I can't always be watching the TV 24 hours in a day. I can't always use the computer, even for any sort of useless stuff. I've got to be a useful person. I can't stand being useless anymore.

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Gawd, i seem to ramble alot huh? :D I'm sorry. I always thought my life was some sort of game and that it would GAME OVER soon. But, i guess i'm still living and breathing and hope the best out of my life.

OMG, I CAN'T WAIT TO WATCH AVATAR! I'm supposed to go watch tomorrow, but is waiting for someone to reply to my message. YEESH.

AND I'VE GOT MR TAM'S TUITION TODAY, OMG! WE'RE GOING TO HAVE A TEST AND I HAVEN'T STUDIED YET! GREAT, i'll be kicked out from the class the moment he asks me a question. But, i think i should be fine with physics. It's chemistry i'm scared of. The first chapter seems okay, but i always have a problem remembering CHEMISTRY, WHETHER IT'S EASY OR NOT. I don't know, maybe my system repels remembering chemistry? OH WOW, I WISH THAT WAS TRUE, THEN I WON'T NEED TO WORRY ABOUT IT. But, there really isn't such thing, and i must be dreaming. XD

I've been reading alot of story books these few days. My cousins brought quite a number of them when she came over, so now i'm indulging myself in reading them. XD I've been in my room everyday, reading non stop. I guess i have successfully morphed onto a GEEK! GAWD, THATS NOT A GOOD THING, IS IT? NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Well, i've to really continue reading the book. It's like, at the interesting part! XD

Toodles! :D

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