Tumbled Butterflies
I actually think i'm over you
Friday, February 26, 2010 >>2:44 PM

Yea, i've finally said it. And, i can't believe i've just said it.

Well, it's not certain yet, but i can somehow feel my feelings subsiding little by little, day by day. I mean, we don't really talk anymore. That's the sad thing. I feel as if i was being ignored, then i realised i wasn't. We're just not talking to each other much anymore because we live different lives now. And i'm glad actually, I'm not afraid to admit that. Yet, there is always these ember of feelings inside of me which i can never ever forget. Because i think, you're the very first person i was so in love with. Yes, love. Maybe my perspective of love will change as i get older, but for now, it is as i view it. And i think i'll probably remember it for years to come. Of course.

Someone saw the lines on my hand and said i would have 1 husband and 2 boyfriends. I guess you're just not one of them and i'll probably be waiting for those 3 other guys to appear in my life. Maybe you're just one of those faint lines on my palm, or maybe you can be someone special. But for now, you're just a guy i was in love with. WAS.

Maybe not completely yet, but it's slowly subsiding. And i'm glad.I used to always cry silently on why did i ever like someone like you. Now, i'm actually breathing a very big sigh of relief, because you just might not be the right guy for me. I slap myself thinking, why why why? I still couldn't answer the question i asked myself, but atleast i feel a little bit more confident now. Not that you're just a storm that passed by, but maybe more like a rainbow slowly fading away from a distance.

Long story cut short. I think i'm over you, at the moment. (:

Hello there! It's a public holiday today! That means, no classes for the day! XD Which was great, because i'm able to sleep in and have more time practicing my keyboard instead of feeling sleepy in school.

Though i'm piled with TONS of homework, i'm actually enjoying life at the moment. Gonna have to start studying soon for the diagnostic test, but for now, it's leisure time.

And, the days are closing in until THE SUPER JUNIOR CONCERT! YEA BABY, I CAN'T WAIT UNTIL THE DAY COMES. XDDD

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