It's on my nerve now
Thursday, March 18, 2010 >>2:03 PM
Do you even care whether i study or not? I mean, so what if the
freaking damn popular bookstore discount card isn't with me but with my brother who is currently at college? As if the card gives 90% discount on the books? First, you ask me, "you want to go to the popular bookstore?" Obviously i said yes. But, she was like "let me do something in the house first, for a while." That awhile dragged on a few hours and i waited and waited for her to say "Lets go!" I didn't dare to study because i hate having to leave my studies hanging. When she finally did, i got down with my money prepared to go buy my friggin top up for my friggin phone, since i'm out of credit. Then she said, "Owh! your brother got the popular card. How?" I just looked at her and said, "I still want my revision books." Then she was like, "Another time la dear, wait until you get the card."
I got so freaking pissed at her. I mean, not only i wasted my morning waiting for you to say yes to going out, but i wasted my morning for nothing? As if those revision books would cost 100 ringgit or something? They're only like, 5 ringgit per book! Now i have to wait god knows when until i can buy my stupid damn revision books (knowing my mom, it would take forever) and now i can't freaking practice my freaking damn physics because i freaking damn don't have my freaking damn revision books which is so freaking damn FRUSTRATING!
Yea, i know i'm making a mountain out of a molehill, but i REALLY need to practice on my physics, if not i'll fail and my mom would punish me in any sort of way because i've got bad marks. Well guess what? I don't give a damn anymore. Yeesh.
Please don't mind the post on top. Thats just me at my usual "venting anger" mode that i get every other week. Sometimes, i just can't stand my mom. She would somehow makeout that i didn't make the effort in buying revision books to improve myself and i would get the blame for it. It's always like that. I really don't understand what on earth goes on in her mind. It's just so frustrating thinking about it.
On the BRIGHTHER side, SUJU SUPER SHOW 2 IS IN 2 DAYS! XDD OMG, I'M LIKE, HYPERVENTILATING NOW! I CAN'T WAIT TO GO THERE AND SEE MY BOYS LIVE! XDD Gawd, waitng for the day to come is really getting on my nerves. I'm so gonna scream my lungs out and let Alex be my translator on monday because i would have probably lost my voice during the concert. :D Haih, dreaming of the concert really calms my mind down. (: And don't be sad Yin, I'll take lots of pictures (if they are see-able by my camera from where i'm sitting) of Dong Hae and Eun Hyuk! XDD And i'll scream your part too. :D
I guess that should be it for today. I've gotta make up my lost time of studying. ): Great, i HATE cram studies. D:
And somehow, T-ara's I go crazy because of you is stuck in my head. The "oh oh oh oh oh oh oh" part keeps playing in my head! D:
Labels: Ramblings, suju super show II, Super Junior
