Monday, June 1, 2009 >>9:54 PM

Indeed i am.

Falling slowly

Haha, sorry for being so random, just got that song stuck in my head. And the lyrics are sorta related to me in real life. cool huh?! XD

But the phrase "falling slowly" could be related to me somehow, i mean, the way each and everyday my life goes, its as if its on the verge of a breakdown. Not that i'm gonna kill myself or anything (i don't believe in suicide) because its just an idiotic thing to do. I mean, thats just putting your family and friend's life in jeopardy.

Wait, what the hell am i talking about suicide?!

On the brighter side, my phone is being repaired now, because of some sort of software problem, i'll get my baby back in TWO days, so i have to put up with my brother's crappy old phone until then, no worries, i CAN TAKE IT! :D And the vampire diaries i'm reading now? A FEW MORE PAGES AND I'M DONE! That book is sorta similar to twilight, but its more connected to real life instead of full frontal fantasy (like what twilight is) and its. . . creepy, not like twilight, which just makes you laugh at every single word. So, i'm actually glad i bought the book! XP

Anyways, the day i go to japan is coming closer, and i can't wait! Though i haven't started packing, but what the hell?! Just counting down the days already is making me nervous, imagine when i step foot on japanese grounds?! XD

And what i meant when i said i was falling slowly, it meant my (feelings?). Yep, i gave the cold shoulders, and now i'm being paid back with the same.

GREAT

Labels: books, feelings, japan, Ramblings