Thursday, December 17, 2009 >>11:47 AM

I have come to realise that i am indeed on love with you. It's a fact that i can't deny. At first, i thought it some sort of infatuation, that it would off with time. But, as more time passes, my feelings for you grow a whole lot deeper. Then, i always asked myself, "Is this what people call love?" I'm still young and naive, so i might not know the REAL meaning of it. Maybe i'm still in that infatuation phase, just not waken from it yet. But, i put a pillow under my head and thought about it in many different points of view, and realised it wasn't any sort of deep infatuation. Maybe it was, but not anymore, because i actually came to realise that whatever you did made me laugh, even if it was a lame joke. I know its pointless in keeping this ember of feelings in me, since my feelings are not going to be returned, but being friends with you really made a difference in my life. So, i'm actually not afraid to say I Love You


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Hellos! Please dont mind whatever crap i wrote above. I just needed to release something inside of me, because all those words accumulated inside of me and i just needed a medium to release it (i.e blogging. XD)

Omg, it's my brother's prom tonight! I never would have imagined someone like my brother going to prom! EEEEEE!LOL. He rented a vest, bought some leather shoe and got ready all his hair gel. I guess i cant really grasp the fact that my brother is actually going to PROM. XD

Well anyways, holidays has started to get boring all over again. After coming back from Macau and Hong Kong, i literally have nothing else better to do than to read book and aimlessly looking at people's pictures on facebook. I know, i'm such a lifeless geek. To add to the misery, i'm grounded AGAIN. I don't understand why my mom hates letting me go out. Not as if i've been going out that often! She was like, "You're going out too much! You're not allowed anymore!" And how many times have i gone out since the holidays started? LESS THAN 5. I really don't understand.. how is going out less than 5 times considered GOING OUT ALOT? My mom seriously has some ISSUES. ):

So, the conclusion is, i'm a lifeless geek, slowly rotting off at home. (yes, i have admitted to being a geek) Life is just so GREAT, isn't it? ;D

Labels: feelings, holidays, Ramblings, random