8th month
Monday, January 16, 2012 >>10:41 AM
It's already the 8th month! Wow, time really does pass by really fast. I hope this pace will go on, cause then, i'll be seeing him again soon at the end of this year. I can't wait for that.
It's been a week since you've gone over to Brighton, and evidently, i already miss you like a truckload of stuff. It's true, the first few days that you were gone, it was really hard for me. Even the thought of you would make me cry, which was all the time because you my dear, are always on my mind. Not that i've gotten used to it yet, but you somehow make it so easy for me, as if you weren't really gone in the first place. Always messaging me, even sneaking messages when you're in class. I won't say i love it, but you're definitely making it a lot more easier for me to get used to it.
It's been 8 months since we've been together, and almost a year since we met in college. Of course if i could turn back time, i would in a heartbeat. Relieving the times we had together would make die a happy girl (CHOY!). This would our first time spending our anniversary (month-asary?) apart, but this would only make what we have stronger, right? I love you, i truly truly do. And i'm somewhat smug cause i'm your longest relationship (LOL) and i hope it will go on for a very very very very very very very very very very Xinfinity long time! Everyday i would play the musical box (or something like that) you gave me and smile at the charm bracelet you gave me before you left. Also, i would go to my old phone and read the saved messages from you that were my favourite. Because you make me that happy. Oh, and smelling your beggar shirt every night before i go to sleep (BAHAHAHA).
When we went for our only swim together! :) It was one of the best days of my life.
You listen to me whine about anything at all. You were there with me every sad moment when i needed someone. Because really, you've made me fall in love with you reaaaaaaaaaaaal hard.
I've tried playing it cool,
But when i'm looking at you,
I can't never be brave,
Cause you make my heart race.
Shot me out of the sky,
You're my kryptonite,
You keep making me weak,
Yeah frozen and can't breathe.
-One Direction, One Thing
It's my favourite part of the song, because it totally represents what i feel for you. :)
Happy 8th month my dear, with the anticipation of many many many many Xinfinity more to come. I love you.
The day you left, was the day that i told myself that i will make myself stronger, for you. :) I love you!
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When we went for our only swim together! :) It was one of the best days of my life. 
The day you left, was the day that i told myself that i will make myself stronger, for you. :) I love you!