Thursday, April 5, 2012 >>4:31 PM

I must make a point to update my blog BESIDES my every month special occasion with my dear hubby. HAHA!

Hello there. It's been a while since i've updated right? So sorry for being MIA for such a long time, i tend to neglect these stuff after a considerable amount of time LOL

Well, that was total crap. Sigh

Well, glad to say that i still hate uni. Yes, i might be talking to a few people here and there, but it still doesn't make it great. Maybe something about the australians here not really liking asians. You can sorta tell you know? They sort of have some sort of distaste towards yellow skinned people. HAHA! But i know some nice ones. Not really 'friends', but at least they're nice enough when i'm in tutorials with them.

There's a malaysian girl that stays in the same building with me, and this other singaporean girl. They're nice people, but because they did foundation here, they kinda have their own group of friends already. So i always find myself lost whenever i'm with them. And then there's the awkwardness you know?

Well, enough to say. I still don't like uni. I often find myself at home, my bro out and about with friends, alone and not really knowing what to do (besides doing my truckloads of assignments. But yeah, you get it). The only time whenever i ACTUALLY go out is either with Mabel or Sue yin. That's all. Mabel has her own life and so does Sue yin. LOL. But it's okay, the solitary time at home helps me think and reflect on life. And i just realised how sucky my life have been.

I've been cooking. It kinda helps me not think so much. And it takes up quite a lot of my time. Because i want time to go by faster. I really miss home.

Not as depressed as my last few post, but nontheless still considered lonely. I suppose i have to do a lot of getting used to.

Labels: crappy life