Tumbled Butterflies
April
Thursday, April 5, 2012 >>4:31 PM

I must make a point to update my blog BESIDES my every month special occasion with my dear hubby. HAHA!

Hello there. It's been a while since i've updated right? So sorry for being MIA for such a long time, i tend to neglect these stuff after a considerable amount of time LOL

Well, that was total crap. Sigh

Well, glad to say that i still hate uni. Yes, i might be talking to a few people here and there, but it still doesn't make it great. Maybe something about the australians here not really liking asians. You can sorta tell you know? They sort of have some sort of distaste towards yellow skinned people. HAHA! But i know some nice ones. Not really 'friends', but at least they're nice enough when i'm in tutorials with them.

There's a malaysian girl that stays in the same building with me, and this other singaporean girl. They're nice people, but because they did foundation here, they kinda have their own group of friends already. So i always find myself lost whenever i'm with them. And then there's the awkwardness you know?

Well, enough to say. I still don't like uni. I often find myself at home, my bro out and about with friends, alone and not really knowing what to do (besides doing my truckloads of assignments. But yeah, you get it). The only time whenever i ACTUALLY go out is either with Mabel or Sue yin. That's all. Mabel has her own life and so does Sue yin. LOL. But it's okay, the solitary time at home helps me think and reflect on life. And i just realised how sucky my life have been.

I've been cooking. It kinda helps me not think so much. And it takes up quite a lot of my time. Because i want time to go by faster. I really miss home.

Not as depressed as my last few post, but nontheless still considered lonely. I suppose i have to do a lot of getting used to.

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What goes around, comes back around
Tuesday, November 29, 2011 >>12:27 AM

I wouldn't say i had the best time these few days (especially today, which was supposed to be monday, but it's past 12. gah, you get what i mean). Holidays have been rather dull for me, with me cultivating mushrooms at home, seemingly rotting away. But anyways, i'll just updateeee. :D

So on Friday, which was on the 25th of November, Taylor's College Sri Hartamas had their annual prom. The theme this year was vintage. Many people didn't follow the theme though (including me HAHAHAHA) and well, i went of course. First experience of prom ever. I wouldn't say it's the best as it would have been more fun if more of my close friends came, but i still had fun with my hubby! :D That's what matters. :) The food sucked though, especially the soup. Pumpkin soup became pumpkin tomyam soup. Blegh.

didn't take many pictures cause i didn't bring my camera, and well not really in the mood anyways. This was taken with Megan's camera. :)

Saturday and Sunday weren't much. Went out shopping the whole day on Sat in Midvalley! Bought a new purse, 1 new jogging shoe and 1 converse like pumps. :D Sunday was mostly stay at home.

And well, today (monday actually, BUT YOU GET WHAT I MEAN. I WILL ONLY ACKNOWLEDGE TOMORROW AFTER I'VE SLEPT!) was really not my day. Started off quite bad, had to wait a long time at Ben's General Foodstore at Publika with Alya, Jian Zhong and his cousin, but the food was worth the wait. THE SALMON PIZZA WAS SOOOOO GOOD! Then took ages to find parking at One Utama because of the public holiday. Never swore so much in a car before! But i guess it was okay. My objective of going there was completed (with much complication. I don't really want to say it here), and had a little fun with Alya. :) One Utama was way crowded with people, which reminds me to never go to a popular mall during public holidays. ;(

LOLOLOLOL! Camwhoring in Parksons.

Had a good cup of rootbeer float at A&W. :D

Oh yeah, we also made a surprise visit to Wen Yi's place before we headed off to One Utama. She seemed happy with our surprise drop in. :)

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As lifeless as a Leanne
Monday, November 21, 2011 >>12:38 AM

Yes, my holidays have been more on the pathetic side. Haven't gone out since i finished my exams, sitting at home and rotting away (as i predicted anyways). Parent's are locking me in more strict than usual (you know WHY), but i managed to get them to let me out tomorrow (today actually, since it's pass 12 LOL). This is my life. :(

BUT ANYWAYS. I thought today was gonna be a boring Sunday as per usual, but i managed to ask Alya to come over (actually, i've recently became her driver, cause i have to fetch her and send her back HAHAHAHAHA) so that i can dye her hair! :D So today's Sunday was not wasted. We stopped by Hartamas Shopping Center because i wanted to get the last book of the Hunger Games trilogy (the book is loike, THE BOMB). I treated her to a cup of froyo, and she fell in love with the wheatgrass flavour. ngehehehehe. :D Went back to my place and proceeded to dye her hair, with the bubble hair dye. :) And it turned out quite nice, brighter than the last time i helped her dye her hair. LOLOLOLOLOLOL.

My PSP has been my best friend so far. Gonna complete Kingdom Hearts; Birth by sleep soon! the game is not as nice as i expected it to be, but nontheless, i'm a true Kingdom Hearts fan. Now, if only Final Fantasy; Type-0 would come out in english! I REEEEEALLY want to play that game! D:<

Oh well. I hope my holidays would turn out better. Remember i used to post about how i don't want to leave for Australia? I take it all back. I can't WAIT to get to Australia. My life is basically like a prison now. You'd think that now that i'm older my parents would lay off a bit right? HELL NO. It just got worse as i got older. Of course i'll be sad leaving my friends behind (and my other half. but he'll be leaving before me D:), but i really need a life where it's not confined with only 4 corners.

Time to read the 3rd book of The Hunger Games. :/

p.s. i changed my blogskin after so long! :D hoorayy!

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Jelly Belly
Tuesday, August 30, 2011 >>3:13 PM

My first present from him! :D


It's like, he could read my mind that i needed new headphones (I never told him LOL). :D He got them for me from his trip to Singapore and I'm really touched. :)

I'm back in Ipoh now, celebrating Raya in the chinese way HAHA! Old classmates are having an outing tomorrow and watching final destination 5! Too bad i couldn't go. :( But in a way I'm quite happy i'm not going because of a certain something that happened last night. I hate the feeling of losing someone important. Well, better not give hope right? :( Still, it's heartbreaking.

Ah, i hate this part of my life. I really really do. If only i could do something more than what I'm doing now.

I shall burn in this heat. Why oh why did my cousin forget his wifi pass. D;

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I've had just enough time
Thursday, July 21, 2011 >>6:08 PM

Today was the first day i drove (YES, I PASSED MY DRIVING EXAM ON MONDAY. CHYEAHHHH!), obviously with my mom next to me, and seriously it was one of my most stressed moments EVER. She even called me a dangerous driver and was scared to sit in my car. LOL! I've lost all my mood to drive any more. D:

Been sick since yesterday and i hate this feeling. Coming down with the flu and had diarrhea yesterday. D: Why do i get so sick easily? Yeesh.

Ah, i don't know what to write any longer! I've lost all my blogging mojo already. I used to be able to write so much last time, even the crappiest thing that doesn't make any sense at all, but now i can't even crap anything to save my life! :'(

Tomorrow is Friday, and another week gone by, and closer to the year coming to an end. It felt as though it was just yesterday i started college. I hate how time goes by so fast now. And i hate that my college life is less than a year only. I'm so gonna miss everyone when it's time to leave. :(

Ah well, i'll leave the sob story until then. I'm gonna treasure every moment now. :D OMG, I JUST CRAPPED. HAHA! YAYYYYY.

Sorry, you've just wasted a few minutes of your precious time. :P

Over and out! ♥

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Put yo hands up!
Wednesday, June 22, 2011 >>8:55 PM

Life is unexpectedly sweet when you're happy and unexpectedly tough when you're bitter. Well, mine has been a mixture of both, so i really can't complain much. ;)

I've been addicted to 2PM's new song! :D It gets rather addictive after listening to it twice. And finally, FINALLY it's not the beastly concept with thick heavy eye makeup and shirt-ripping performances. That's why i'm so happy about it. :D

SOOO ANYWAYS, i was bored and was taking a break from my studying and assignments (HAHAHAHA, RIGHT) and well, this screen caps were in my phone for awhile (SOME) and well, my hands were really REALLY itchy. HAHA!

blue is my message. :D NOOB SAW. HAHAHAHA!

ALL HIM! LOLOLOL! My whatsapp. :D

My current wallpaperrrrr


Well, i can say i'm in bliss and in hell at the same time. But when both combined, it becomes neutral right? HAHAHAHAH! Sorry, i'm being lame as usual. :P

Uni applications are slowly killing me. My portfolio is of kindergarten grade and i really don't have the motivation to do anything anymore. I'm more confused then i ever was now, because now i'm stuck and i honestly don't know what to further in. Spare me from this stress pleaseee.

And in 2 weeks time, on mon, i have 2 presentations. TWO! Imma die man. Goodbye, please visit my grave, you will be very much appreciated. :/

Blah, i don't feel like doing anything anymore. Where's my hubbyyyyyy


opposites attract. <3

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We may only have tonight
Monday, June 6, 2011 >>11:06 AM

A few days ago, i had this heart to heart talk with my neighbour's daughter (which is basically my neighbour too. HAHA) I think she's well around in her late 20's or max, early 30's and well, she gave me a long and inspiring talk on her experience on being a designer, a graphic artist and well, it wasn't easy getting there in the first place. She never studied it in the first place, because she did mass communication in uni, and she came to love all these designing stuff when she was working for a newspaper company in the states (THE STATES!). She really inspired me, and made me more certain of the choices i was gonna make. My mom have been working hard to scare me with the idea of being an architect by bringing me to her old office and introducing me to her architect friends and have a tour in the office on what they basically do. And i tell you, she scared every bit of my body, because those sort of work her friends showed are the sort i despise the most. I was in a bad moment of doubt, whether have i made the right decision, made the right choice? When i talked to my neighbour, i didn't doubt myself as much anymore, and maybe even became a little bit more confident in myself. I'm not saying i've completely made up my mind on what i want to do, but i do have a clearer picture now.

Bla bla bla, that was so boring right? HAHA!

So, first week of holidays have ended. One more week to go, then it's back to hectic college life (well i'm sorta happy cause i'll be seeing my hubby. HAHA! But we're gonna go out soon when he comes back from penang anyways. Oh, and my friends too! so yeahhhhhh). I've been the master of procrastination the whole of last week. Did nothing productive (besides a few of my portfolio stuff) at all. Well, until last night that is. I finally started on my legal studies CPT (STUPID COURSEWORK). I felt so proud last night, cause it was the day i was FINALLY considered to be productive. LOL! In an hour or so, i'm gonna go college to see Mabel, hopefully the stitches on her foot will be out, and we're gonna get started on our econs assignment. Whoop whoop! :D Our moms are gonna have lunch together too. DUM DUM DUMMM! HAHAHAHA!

Ah well, i guess that should be it. Can't wait for thursday! ;)


play the music low, and sway to the rhythm of love.

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Baffled, really
Thursday, June 24, 2010 >>8:25 PM

I thought Han Kyung loveS his fellow Suju members very much? I thought he shared a lot of sweet and unforgettable memories with them? How can he just throw it away? HOW?
I always had a glimmer of hope that you would one day decide to finally come back to your boys. But since your contract have been finalised, i'm guessing you're really leaving them for good.
Honestly, i'm very very confused. Utterly baffled. Don't you love them? Don't you want to stay with them? I DON'T UNDERSTAND.

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Hello there! I haven't blog in almost a week. D: I'm sorry, i'm kinda preoccupied with alot of other stuff and just couldn't find much time here to update my dear dear blog. ): But, i changed my layout! I know it's really simple and nothing too exciting, but i wanted to change because i had the other one for such a long time. XD

Mid term holidays were over and the first week of school is ridiculously USELESS. I mean, most teachers don't even come into our class! Everyday i would go to school, hoping to get some of my midterm marks back, but nooooooooo, nothing is being given back. Yea, i've got most subjects already, but i want to get it all so i can just move on with my studies and not waste goddamn time.

And the projects are consuming our time like nobody's business. First, it was the addmath project. With little guidance from teacher and much help from my friends, i actually managed to finish it. BUT NOW, I HAVE MY MORAL PROJECT TO WORRY ABOUT.

And my mood is completely ruined now because i just had this ridiculous argument with my brother. Talk about a big baby. >:(

Gah, anyways. I need to get on with my moral project now. I need to at least finish it by the weekends and finally get on with my study routine.

Life is just sooooooooo complicating. D:

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JET LAGGGGG
Tuesday, June 15, 2010 >>1:53 AM

Helooooooooooooooooo! XD

Yes people, Leanne is officially reporting back in Malaysia though she so badly wants to stay in London and Paris for the weather is amazing, unlike Malaysia, which is hot and soooooooo uncool.

So yes, this marks my official comeback (god, i feel like some korean artist finally reappearing on a comeback stage or something. :D) It definitely feels good to be back, but i really really love being in London and Paris. I don't want to go Australia to study anymore. SEND ME TO LONDON! My mom said i can go anywhere i like, as long i get a really good scholarship to ACTUALLY get there. So yea, i'll pray hard on every airplane i see in the night sky, thinking its a wishing start so that i can somehow get this scholarship and whisk myself to London. And of course, study my butt off. THIS IS GOING TO BE A LONG PROCESS. But hey, a girl can always dream right? :D

As the title suggest, i'm having quite a bad jet lag now. I woke up at 3 PM today and am feeling VERY AWAKE NOW. I wonder when will it wear off? (:

Been doing my addmath project the past few hours and i managed to get 50 % done in one freaking day. I feel so proud of myself. :D I'm gonna try finish it tomorrow so i can get started on my moral project. Not bad for a person that went away for almost 2 weeks, huh? :D

My Super Junior album arrived a week ago, but i only opened it yesterday night, which was the first thing i did when i came back into my house, besides feasting on prawn crackers like a BEAST. The album is great, BUT I GOT A HEE CHUL PHOTOCARD. I WANTED DONG HAE SO BADLY THAT GOD CURSED ME AND GAVE ME HEE CHUL INSTEAD. Hee Chul is fine, but my life would actually feel great if i've gotten a dong hae photocard. ):

Since i'm warped back into reality from my europe lala land, i've got some serious studying to begin.

Aim?

9A+

Why?

To beat my brother

Can i do it?

HELL NO.

Can i hope though?

OF COURSE I CAN


Over and out!

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Tumbled Butterflies!
Saturday, April 10, 2010 >>3:30 PM

Yes, people, that is my new URL. If you're reading this post, that means you already know i've changed my URL. XD

Hi!




I'm just being utterly bored out of my mind and just decided to post a picture of Super Junior just to show the world how much i really love them. They're gonna have their last Super Show 2 in Manilla and i wish i could have been there to support them and give them one last farewell, but i guess i can't because i'm stuck here at home, grounded AGAIN and can never ever go out ever again, until after SPM that is, which would eventually come in a blink of an eye and i would somehow cry my eyes out when the results come and have a miserable college life and i can't wait to get out of this house because it's just so depressing for me.

Amazingly, i wrote these letters in a less than a minute, which is something i've never done before. I can be so amazed by such little minor things, but people would think i'm weird because i really am weird from the start and i will always remain weird for the rest of my life. Never ever will change.

After reading this book called Anyone Out There by Marian Keyes, it made me realise that our life can be taken away, abruptly or slowly in pain no matter what age we're at. That is why i'm gonna start living my life to the fullest and would not waste a second of it because my life can be taken any moment. I wonder how would people feel if i just suddenly pass away? Will i be missed? Or my sudden death would not be acknowledged at all? Who knows, but i definitely DON'T want to EVER find out

Sorry for this really weird post. I just needed to let it out someplace and my diary isn't enough. Thank you.


EDIT: I'm so sorry if this was such a depressing post. I wasn't in the mood. But i am now! XD

In this website, there is a translated version of KyuHyun's journal. Please do read it because it's very touching. :D

I found this in Yin's blog and decided to try it out. :D

I like the results very much. I don't hate kangin, no worries. But, the others are probs mostly true, especially dong hae's! XD I wish yesung was in the list too, but i'm contented with my results. :D

Just try it out by clicking that blue link right at the bottom! XD
Super Junior + You
Name
Birthday (mm/dd)
Favourite Food
Favourite Colour
Username
Best Friend
Frienemy
Hater
Crush
Affair
Lover
This QuickKwiz by xLinhxIsxRisquex - Taken 1651 Times.


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i am who i am
Thursday, August 13, 2009 >>4:01 PM

That will be ME drinking ****! ahaha, i'm underage, so it's better you guess what i'm drinking! XD

Greetings! :D I seem to be in a blogging mood now, so please let me transfer my thoughts! :D

Haih, life has been so hectic lately. I mean, I'VE GOT FREAKING EXAMS IN A FEW MORE DAYS AND I HAVEN'T EVEN STARTED STUDYING YET! I think i'm so smart i can ace the test? BULLSHIT LA. I'M just plain lazy and theres really nothing i can do about it. Everytime i want to start studying, my lazy bones will start showing itself and i'll end up sleeping instead of studying. O.O Haih, seriously... at the rate i'm going, i'll probably be dropped from the science class!

Okay okay, i will tell myself to start studying today! I HAVE TO! If not, i will fail the rest of my freaking life! T-T

And, i've been reading this really interesting book called "The Luxe" ITS SO FREAKING ADDICTIVE! Its sorta like Gossip girl, but its like around the year 1890's. SO SCANDELOUS MAN! I'm reading the second book, "Rumors" now, and its just as addictive! :D

Gawd, clinton is annoying the hell out of me pn MSN! Seriously, his jokes are SOOO LAME. L-A-M-E! I'm soryy, i'm just being jobless

AND AND AND, my sheep smelled wonderful yesterday! :D I like it.

I've been wondering these few days, am i different than i used to be? Have i actually matured? Have i GROWN UP? Well, i do think i act a little different than how i used to. I certainly have been swearing like nobody's business, and last time even saying the word "stupid" scared the hell out of me. I guess i've matured IN THAT WAY, HUH? XD But, i think i'm a more better person now than before, and i actually like the way i am now. :D

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Frustration kills
Monday, July 6, 2009 >>7:40 PM

I am getting so freaking frustrated with SOME of the people i happen to know. They are just getting on my very last nerve and i think i might just blow one fine day, ONE FINE DAY. Just wait people, it might happen anytime soon. :D Not only that, i've been a bit moody these few days, from the stuff happening at home to school stuff, ITS ALL JUST SO SO FRUSTRATING AND ITS KILLING ME SOFTLY INSIDE. But, thanks to my friends, my mood lightened up a little, so its not too bad. Especially today, Sabby and i were in FULL FRONTAL BITCH MODE. We kept calling people that we weren't that fond of fuc**** bitches, and it sorta made us laugh alot. It was just something to kill time, since teacher wasn't in class. AND SUE YIN CAME TO SCHOOL TODAY! Her face had alot of red spots from some sort of allergic reaction, but she still looks fine to me. :D

Other than that, i've got nothing more to say. Ass-maths tuition got canceled today, because Mr Gana(my add math teacher) had to fly off to somewhere, so yea. :D So i get a relaxing day at home, which is why i actually got the time to write in my journal now! Normally, i would be at Li Shiann's house waiting to have tuition. BUT NOT TODAY! AHAHAHAHAHAHA! I love my teacher, i do, but i just don't like the subject. I may be moderately good at it, but i don't think i can take it any longer. T-T

And i feel kinda sad for Wen yi too. Shes been really really stressed from all the ed-board work and stuff, i wish i could help her more, but theres a limit to what i can do. And today, i just got tongued back BY A CERTAIN SOMEONE *cough cough* But its funny. XD

I guess thats it for today. I'm seriously sleepy and i think i might sleep in early today. I slept at 2 yesterday! Which just makes my panda eye WORSE! I MUST SERIOUSLY FIND A WAY TO DISPOSE OF THE DAMN PANDA EYE!

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Monitor, FRIED
Sunday, April 19, 2009 >>11:38 AM

OMFG, I FRIED MY MONITOR. IT IS NOW CURRENTLY UN-USABLE! T-T I mean, one moment i was using it, then it suddenly started blinking with all those buzzing sound and then it completely went blank! And then there was that "frying smell"! I think something is burnt inside there! So, I CANT USE THE FREAKIN DAMN COMPUTER, and i'm stuck using my mom's mini laptop that is FREAKING hard to type with. So yea, i'm writing this right now with an ultra small keyboard. GREAT.

Why am i so jinxed? Everything i touch seems to go KA-BOOM! What am i? A freaking cursed person? Am i cursed with some ancient curse i don't even know about?! Because everything just seems to go wrong if its connected to me. I must have commited lots of sins in my past life to be cursed with such a dreaful one...

Putting that aside, i'm completely COMPLETELY in my "pissed off" mode. Not only did i not get enough sleep last night, i forgot to turn off the lights before i went to bed, i got git some nice scoldings from my dad this morning. I fried the monitor, did not get enough sleep, got earlymorning scoldings from my dad, AND I CANT FREAKING USE THE PHOTOSHOP, BECAUSE ITS IN THE MAIN COMPUTER AND THE MONITOR IS FRIED.So i can't do my ed-board assignments. GREAT. Here i go complaining AGAIN.

Haih, what can i say? my life is such crap, its even worth laughing at it. XP Well, atleast i got backup laptops, so its actually not THAT bad. Being real optimistic about everything, desho? XD

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I consider myself part anti-social, but my close friends make me feel like the loudest person alive. Life has been unpredictable to me, but i'll leave everything to faith and see what life will bring me.

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