A new keyboard and mouse!
Sunday, March 14, 2010 >>5:27 PM
Yea baby, my brother bought some new keyboard and mouse and i'm loving them SOOOOO much! XD The new mouse is like, so cool looking and like... it's super stylish. :D And the new keyboard? It's super cool and slim and i make less spelling errors now! (normally i'll accidentally press another button which makes my spelling go bejumble. :D) Well, here goes me being RANDOM again! XD
Hello there! The next whole week are holidays! Which means, no classes! Yay! But, the sad thing is, right after holidays end is when our diagnostic starts, which is a total bummer. They should have had the diagnostic BEFORE the holidays so we form 5's can ACTUALLY enjoy the holiday instead of fussing around studying our freaking butt's off. ): BUT, THE HAPPY THING IS, SUPER JUNIOR WILL BE HERE IN 6 DAYS! SIX GAWDFORSAKEN DAYS! OMFG, I CAN LITERALLY DIE ON THE SPOT NOW. The fact that i'll be seeing my boys LIVE in less than a week really is excruciating. I can't wait to scream my lungs out on that day and feel all droopy when the Monday comes. I'm sorry to say, but i think i'll fail my BM PAPER1 and ENG PAPER 1, because honestly, who can study after attending such an awesome concert? NO ONE. Heeeee! XDD
Tonight, my whole family would be going to Rakuzen to celebrate the success of my brother in his SPM. Finally i'll have the opportunity to try out Rakuzen because alot of people said that the food there IS really really nice. XDD Great, there goes my diet plan, AGAIN! YEESH! I can never slim down now. ):
Well, i guess thats it for this update. I'm having too much fun playing around with my new mouse. IT'S JUST SO FREAKING AWESOME. I know you might think i'm weird because i have the idea that computer mouse's are so freaking cool, well... in my opinion, i think i'm not weird. I'M VERY WEIRD. AHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
There goes me being weird again! XD Thank you for putting up with it. :D
Labels: rakuzen, Ramblings, SPM, suju super show II, Super Junior
I cry like some fool
Thursday, March 11, 2010 >>8:06 PM
Well, i really didn't know the reason i cried in class today. I mean, one part of me was really
really happy for my brother because he scored straight a's (8 A+ and 1 A). Like, i was tremendously happy for him because his hardwork was paid off. But part of me cried at those results because he has set a bar for me to overcome. I know people say that I'm a different individual to my brother and all, and that i should score as
me, and not because of
him. But, every time the mention of
8 A+ pops into my head, i would automatically think of one thing only,
to get freaking 9 A+'s. And i think that was what really brought me to
foolish tears, because the fact that i very well know that it's not POSSIBLE for me to score 9A+'s in any sort of exam because i'm really not that smart to start with. Atleast not as smart as my brother. I know if i try hard enough i can
have atleast 0.001% POSSIBILITY of reaching that goal, but the rate i'm going now, i may as well jump off the roof or something. Not that I have low confidence or self esteem, but as they say
do what you can reach, and 9A+ is pretty much unreachable at the moment. But, this whole 8A+ is giving me determination in studying. I actually understood why i suddenly cried, because i wanted to live up to my mothers words. "I'm very proud of your brother, i hope you can make me proud too."
Hello there! I finally have the time to blog! I've finished off most of my homework and can relax for a little while! XD I've got to go study history in a moment. :D
The SPM results were out today! And, i would like to take this opportunity to congratulate my brother (not that he reads my blog anyways) for getting staright A's! Though i don't really show it in my face, but i was pretty nervous when he was getting his results. But, i was happy and relieved when i found out what he got. I always knew he could do it because, no matter how much i hate my brother, he's pretty damn smart. (:
And i'm starting to like watching Glee. The songs they sing in the movie is quite nice. At least, ALOT BETTER THAN HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL. XDD And well, their Don't stop believing is really nice. XD I enjoy hearing that because it somehow gives you the motivation to do something that you want to achieve (in my case now, studying to get good results). I know i'm rambling again, but what the heck yea? XD
Yes, i may be a cry baby and all, and i may cry over small matters, i'm not that sensitive. I still can't really explain why the hell i cried in the first place, but no, i don't ACTUALLY cry over every small matter. Just needed to clear something up. :O
Well, i guess thats it for the day. I'm pretty exhausted now. ): Everyone was so worried over me. I'm so sorry you guys! I promise not to be such a hassle over such small matters in the future! XD Thank you for really supporting me. :D
Labels: brother, cries, Ramblings, SPM
