Sunday, April 5, 2009 >>6:42 PM

MARKET IS HELL, DEEPEST PIT OF HELL!

Seriously?! Why do i have to put up with friggin damn rude people that does not seem to know the word,"excuse me"! Seriously! They just bang you, and walk away as if nothing happened! i think i swore god knows how many times, but refrained myself from saying it out loud, just to not let my father hear it. XD AND, I GOT SPRAYED BY SOME SORT OF CHICKEN FLUID. I mean, i was walking right behind my dad, then this DUDE, out of the blue, just tossed some sort of fluid across me, AND IT MANGED TO HIT ME. Then i realised it was some sort of CHICKEN FLUID. EWWWWWW! And, i got fish scales on my hair! Ahh, atleast i don't have to go next week, since it'll be my brother's turn. XD

I'm f-kin mad now. Yes, i'm mad at my mom. See, it all happened like this;

I was reading a new book in my room, since i just bought it and all. Then my mom shouted from the computer table, "Do you know what you call those people that paint themselves and act like a statue?" intending for my brother that is all the way downstairs. "I don't know, statue people?" Then my mom shouted again, "There's a specific name for them, but i forgotten." Then my brother replied, "Ask Leanne la." My mom replied, "I don't think Leanne would know the word. True enough, i do not know the word, i did before but i also forgotten what the word was, but, with any reasons at all, there's just no reason for you to look down on me like that! I mean, don't i deserve some respect from you? I mean, i know you're my elder and it is meant for me to respect you, but as your daugther, don't i atleast deserve a little respect too?! I know i'm not as smart as my brother, but cant you just appreciate my good qualities, not just go on about my bad ones?! I'm a different person compared to my brother, so my degree of smartness is on a different level. Can't you atleast appreciate that?! I have my own pride, so that means i have my own feelings. I'm a very emotional person, you as my mother should know that i'm easily hurt! And i'm awfully hurt right NOW!
Yes, i'm stupid. Yes, i'm notas smart as my brother and i'm gullible, but can't you you just look on the bright side of me? My English may not be very good, but i atleast take effort in improving ! I'm trying really REALLY HARD. But so what? Not like you noticed it or anything, all you got to say is that i'm stupid and you don't even need to ask me about it, because i'm stupid and i don't know the answer. Call me ungrateful or anything, but i'm freaking damn pissed off right now, and i'm awfully angry too. There! D:

My complaints never seem to come to an end, but i can't just sit down and pretend nothing has happened! I can't! Atleast i'm SMART enough to know that. Yeesh

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