Bored to a whole new level
Saturday, September 12, 2009 >>6:43 PM
Today was a very.... laid back day. I practically did nothing but watch tv and eat and sleep. And, probably changing my blog layout
yet again (i seem to like this layout. :D), but today has been proved to be a lazily laid back day. yep, i'm damn freaking bored here! T-T
It's so laid back, i don't even have anything to write about! O.O Well, all i can say is, the house sorta feels empty. My mom flew to cambodia this morning for a
holiday with friends i.e without family. And my dad went out somewhere, god knows where, but just only came back. So, the whole morning, it was just me, my monkey homosapien brother, my grandma and my maid. I know its only -2 from the usual, but it just somehow feels...
empty. Haih.
Well, the point is, i'm dead bored. Nothing to do. I finished my math work just now, its like, it didn't take time to finish it at all! It was just like..
whoosh. And i got too lazy to do my add-math homework, so i just went to watch tv, which didn't have
any of my favourite shows on! It's like, god is asking me to be bored! *sighs
Well, i guess thats it for today. Sue yin's not online now, so i can't talk to her.
IT'S SO BORING!Labels: bored, daily life, Ramblings
My new layout!
Friday, August 21, 2009 >>8:24 PM
Well, its not exactly MINE, but i'm using this new layout at the moment! ;D I LOVE IT! It's so cool that you have to press buttons to go to other places. Get what i mean? I've always wanted my layout to be like that, but i just didn't know how to do it. But now, I do! So yea, i'm satisfied. My cbox is a little bit cacat here. When you post a message, it wont immediately appear, you have to either refresh the page or click another button (like entries) then press back the "tagboard" button, then you can see your message is posted. Sorry! I can't do anything to fix it, so i hope you can bear with it. O.O
School was relaxing today. Had no lessons. AND WE CUT OPEN A FROG! Yes, i know i'm not a bio student ANYMORE, but i asked the permission of my bio teacher whether i can skip LK for the day and participate in the "killing" of the frog. She agreed, so obviously i joined in. It was
so cool! At first, it was kinda scary, where you gotta cut the skin and the membrane and all. But after awhile, it gets kinda fun!
IT'S SO COOL TO SEE THE FROG'S HEART BEAT! It's like this tiny little thing that keeps pumping and pumping and pumping. I even touched that small little heart,
it felt so, funny! It sorta felt like this tiny rounded thing you touch, and it keeps inflating and deflating and inflating and deflating, AWESOME! But i have to say, POOR FROG! I hope the frog rest in peace. It was so creepy, the whole time we were doing it, THE FROG'S EYES WERE WIDE OPEN! But it was unconscious, because it was given chloroform. But the experience was great and i'm glad i did not missed it. :P
AND, I changed the name of my blog, AGAIN! It's called "ambivalence" now.
Ambivalence- Emotional attitude towards a person or thing involving alternating attraction and repulsion.- Oxford dictionary
Labels: Biology, daily life, frog, new layout, school
Take that!
Saturday, June 27, 2009 >>10:44 PM
What i meant was, take that picture! XD Yep yep! Today, i was part photographer for the school event! It was SORTA fun! XD I'm carrying a camera and i got the right to take ANY picture i want. Hehehehehe! I know i'm being evil, but i just can't help it! :D
Anyways, today, the SMKTTDI student came to our school to have some friendly games with us. And it was kinda fun watching them play. I was incharged of taking pictures for the basketball game. So naturally, i observed the game. I do enjoy watching basketball. Sometimes the way and the form when they shoot is just, interesting. I had no idea when i stopped enjoying basketball. Probably when my brother just stopped playing, because everytime he played basketball, i would watch. So, watching our school students and SMKTTDI students play basketball sorta got to me. I was really interested in the game. Of course, i didn't forget my duty of taking pictures, I EVEN TOOK A FEW GOTCHA PICTURES! *grins*
But other than that, the rest of the day was sorta normal. But i liked it when they had tarik tali. I purposely supported team B because Deric was in team A and i despise, no, i actually
LOATHE HIM TO THE GUT. Why? It's something in the past i would not like to mention and his face just freaks me out. That stupid pig-face of his. yuck.
When school finished, i thought my parents forgot to pick me up, because i waited a while at the bus stop, nobody was in sight. So i called my mom to ask her where she is, then she said my brother was coming to pick me up.
No wonder. My brother sorta drives
a bit slow. So i had to wait a while more to finally get in the air-conditioned car. When i got back, i saw my dad watching wimbledon and my mom doing something on her laptop. I was like
whoa, they are relaxing? i decided to join my dad watching wimbledon and talk bad about SOD (soderling) because my dad seems to like him. I don't like him, his face disgust me (i seem to have a problem with people's faces, so sue me. :D)
And for the rest of the afternoon, i did nothing but slept snd slept and slept. It was so WONDERFUL. I haven't slept in the afternoon like that in AGES, except yesterday, because i was also really tired yesterday. My gosh, i think i wrote too much this time. Ahahaha! WEIRD.
It's 11 already. Gotta go to bed soon. OH YEA, I'M GONNA WATCH TRANSFORMERS TOMORROW! YEA MAN! I can't wait to see it! Go optimus prime! :D
Labels: daily life, Ramblings, tennis, transformers
Its a miracle!
Friday, June 26, 2009 >>5:46 PM
Indeed it is! Today, is like one of the happiest days i could ever imagine being alive. Apart from the damn raptai at school today, it was ALL PERFECT, IN WAYS I CAN'T EVEN IMAGINE. XD In any case, i would like to thank Sabby, melissa, rebecca, LOONG CHERN( even someone like YOU is being appreciated by me :D ), Alya and most importantly Alex-sama for always being there to listen to me ramble on and taking in all the depression i face every single day! You guys are truly appreciated and i only can ask nothing more. XD Of course not forgetting my good good buddies wei xuan, hema, alicia, mei hui and chadi wadi for atleast listening me to ramble a little. SUEEE YINNN, I THANK YOU TOO, SINCE YOU KNOW IT ALREADY! XD. I have fulfilled something important in my life and i think i'm ACTUALLY satisfied enough. Thank you all! I really mean it from the bottom of my heart. :D
Anyways, i hope our plan on watching transformers 2 this sunday is on! My mom tried to buy tickets for my brother and his friends to watch tomorrow, but failed because it is like, fully booked. So, i'm hoping really really hard that tropicana city is not known to people, or atleast those people don't know that there is a new GSC opened there so that melissa can buy our tickets! *prays hard*
And, i would like to give a tribute to this Farrah person (the original charlie's angel) and Michael Jackson, the king of pop, because they have passed away this morning. Farrah being from breast cancer and michael jackson being from a heart attack. They are truly the legends of showbiz. *Salutes*
I guess thats all for today. I'm dead beat and would like to continue reading "the truth about forever" by Sarah Dessen, as i'm only a few more pages from completing it.
And i can't seem to wipe the smile off my face. Its like, permanently there, at the moment. Because i am
so darn happy. PeriodLabels: daily life, farrah, friends, michael j, Ramblings, transformers
Father's day!
Sunday, June 21, 2009 >>10:11 PM
Sorry for the few days of hiatus, i've been very lazy these few days. :D I'll try to keep up my blogging from now on. XD
Anyways, today is Father's day! Yes, a day to appreciate our dads. And, so did i! We went out for dinner just now, this place called Barbecue plaza in One utama. We all actually wanted to try eating at that place for like, AGES, but didn't get the chance. So, we finally had the chance! The food wasn't THAT great. It was SO SO, but nothing too big about it.
And these few days, i think god has been answering to my prayers! I mean, the stuff i prayed for it to happen, all happened one shot this week! I mean, seriously, i can't believe
MSG AND I. Alex-sama would probably know what on earth i'm babbling about. And she knows that i'm super darn happy, right? :D Its just an unbelieveable week for me, but i haven't had enough of it!
OH, I WENT TO VISIT CHADAY( Chandni) YESTERDAY! I was so happy to finally be able to see her! And she looked alot better! I think Alex-sama and i had a great game of uno spin with her, while watching some tamil movie that is like, over exagerated. ~CHOPRAAAA! AHAHAHAHAHA! :D To be able to see chaday again, makes me smile a little bit more often now. My family says i put on a sour face all the time, saying that i look like as if the whole world is against me. Well, take that! I'm smiling more often now! XDD
The weekend ends today! I wish there were more days in a weekend, because the thought of going back to school to repeat the process of shouting and yelling at those stupid idiotic boys ain't very exciting at all. Seriously, am i that DISTURBABLE?? AM I??
Labels: chaday, daily life, Ramblings, weekends
Day dream
Wednesday, June 17, 2009 >>6:12 PM

This is my beautiful new tennis shoes! I love them so much! XD They are like, way cheaper in Japan! i don't know whether malaysia even has the design yet! :D So, i'm tad exited. XP
Anyways, sorry for not blogging for awhile! I was too lazy the past few days. But since i've got practically NOTHING to do now, so i came to me ol' friend here! XD Second term for school has started and i ain't very exited about it. Yea, i get to see all my good friends again. Yea, i won't be as bored as being at home ALL THE TIME, but school is just too BORING.
BORING. And its the week we get back our test results, which aren't at all exiting! My marks dropped from my monthly test. GREAT. But i think my ass-math improved, so i'm not complaining about that. But all my other marks are like, FU*K. Ahhhh, whats the point even talking about it! T-T
And great, i saw MSG just now, and i completely ignored that person. I mean, why the heck am i being so
sombong??? I guess i'm freaking anti-social.
ON THE BRIGHTER SIDE, school was kinda fun today! We made alot of jokes and and and! Sabby, melissa, rebecca and i drew a chibi version of clinton holding a lollipop with those cap that has a helicopter on it with super high socks! ITS DEAD FUNNY! Rebecca took a picture of it, so i'll post it here when she sends it to me! XD
I miss Japan. I really do. The food, the environment, the people, the place. Its seriously lovely there and i hope i could have enjoyed it a little bit longer. But, atleast my dream came true! Atleast one thing off my wish list is crossed out. :D
I day dream alot. I imagine alot of stuff. Sometimes when i'm doing something, i'll do what is in my dream instead of what i'm supposed to do. I HAVE TO STOP! It's getting worse and worse! Its also not too good to imagine stuff in a great amount. Its really unhealthy, in a way.
Labels: daily life, japan, Ramblings, tennis shoes
I'm back!
Saturday, June 13, 2009 >>11:50 AM
Time to see some stuff i bought and a LITTLE pictures from my trip in Japan! XD

Woody and i! XD

My brother, me and a little goofy-ness! :D

My bro and i in some sort of place in Sapporo, Hokkaido

That will be me wearing a yukata, there Sabby! i took a picture of myself! XD

The Hana to yume manga magazine! XD

The Lala manga magazine! MY BABY!

The weekly shonen jump manga magazine! My brother bought it for his friend

The roxy purse i bought in Japan, its seriously cheaper there

My new watch! ALOT CHEAPER IN JAPAN COMPARED TO HERE

A sully i bought in disneyland, its actually a clip! XD

The figurines, the only anime merchandise i managed to buy

The small middle one is from a gachapon (those ball thingi where you slot money to get them)

My mom and brother in where? guess! XD

That will be me trying to mimick the crab. but failed

We were waiting to go to the winnie the pooh ride in disneyland, so while waiting, we took a picture with this japanese lady wearing a yukata! The pooh ride was AWESOME!

Some sort of old building, i forgot

Hokkaido ice cream are like the best ever!

All of us in YUKATA! XD

Our first day in Hokkaido! see the steam behind there? its a volcano! XD
I also bought adidas tennis shoes in Japan! THEY ARE REALLY PRETTY, but i couldn't take a picture, since its still packed, wait for the next post to see! XD
Yes, i'm back in MALAYSIA! T-T
I'll miss Japan VERY VERY MUCH, BECAUSE JAPAN IS SUCH A WONDERFUL PLACE! I FEEL LIKE MOVING THERE NOW!
But, i guess i can't, and every holiday to to end eventually, and mine did. But i'm satisfied enough, because i've been to the place that i've been dreaming of going since my whole life, and it was even better than i expected it to be! XD The memory of Japan will probably be etched on my mind FOREVER! XD
The one thing i enjoyed the most in Japan is DISNEYLAND! THAT PLACE IS BLOODY FREAKING AWESOME AND I WSH I HAD MORE TIME THERE! Seeing all those disney characters brings back some serious melancholic feeling. I seriously felt like a child going to some candy factory and being amazed at every single thing. Seriously, the rides are so awesome you feel like going for another ride. And those disney characters so so bloody cute!! AHAHA! Tokyo disneyland is definately something enjoyable, and i certainly enjoyed, since its my first time ever being in a disneyland. I enjoyed myself to the fullest! :D
I can't upload to many pictures here, so i only uploaded a few of them. I probably will upload all my pictures on facebook, so if you want to check it out, keep an eye on my facebook to see when i upload them, but not today because i'm too goddarn bloody lazy. XD
And seriously, i could not find anime merchandise in Japan at all! Except the anime figurines. Those like keychains, handphone starps, files, books etc are not in the range of my sight! Seriously, finding those merchandise is like finding a needle in a haystack! and unfortunately, i couldn't find the damn needle! And finding other stuff is proven difficult too! I'm sorry to those that wanted me to buy those stuff, i seriously tried my best, but Japan is just too big and i didn't have enough time to find for your stuff! SORRY!
AND DID I MENTION THAT THE JAPANESE SCHOOL UNIFORMS ARE FREAKING AWESOME?! THEY ARE LIKEE, WAYYYYY BETTER THAN MAYLAYSIA'S ONE! It is like what you see in anime, except its real, infront of your eyes! I really felt like i wanted to buy back the uniform, but i don't think they sell it in public, because most of japanese schools are private, and they have their own uniform for each school, so whenever i see the students, they are always wearing different school uniforms! I really like their uniform! XD And seriously, Japanese guys looks hot in the school uniform (some of them) THEY LOOK SO BLOODY COOL!
Ahh, i cant write anymore, i'll tell you people more from my mouth, its nicer that way! XD Gotta go unpack MORE stuff now! XD
Labels: daily life, hana to yume, japan, lala manga magazine, pictures, weekly jump
A luxurious dream
Sunday, June 7, 2009 >>8:04 PM
I'M HERE IN JAPAN! YES, JAPAN! XDD
And this place here is BETTER than i expected it to be! I mean, this place here is super chilly(in a good way) and its never better!I'm in Hokaido now, and i'm at thisrural place called "yubari" where it's population is only 12 ooo people! The town is so quiet ND PEACEFUL! I'll be leaving for Sapporo tomorrow to shp until. . . . theres no tomorrow! AND OMG, I BOUGHT HE LALA AND HANA TO YUME MAGAZINE! (manga magazine)! I was like, OMFG?! I BOUGHT IT! I HAVE AN ORIGNAL MANGA MAGAZINE! Even if is in japanese and i don't inderstand it, but its still a wonderful magazine! I can admire the beautiful drawing and try to improve on my own! Ahaha! Being surrounded by japanese words makes it even better! I mean, i can partly understand what they are talking! Thanks to me watching animes! XDD
I can't wait until the day i go to Tokyo! I mean, i'm mean, i'm gonna literallygrab all the anime merchandise i see! ahahaha! I am definately living the dream! Its been so awesome and i seriously wish i did not need to go back to malaysia! But i guess every dream has to END... teehee!
Umm, no idea what on earth to write now. OWH OWH OWH, I TAKE BACK WHEN I SAID JAPAN HAD ONLY 0.001% OF HOT GUYS, ITS 20%! Like yesterday, when i was in 7 eleven buying the manga magazines, this group of high school japanese boys came in to the shop, and boy were most of them hot! I mean, my mouth was literally hanging open! They were all wearing blue shirts, which had the words "Sapporo soccer team" on its back! And me? I was wearing a yukata courtesy of the resort and i wore this oversized one, so it made my top look bloated! ahaha! I wonder what those guys thought when they saw me?! :D
Anyways, my brother wants to use now, since we only have one laptop. So, i'll update as soon as i can! XDD
Labels: daily life, hot japanese guys, japan
A post before i leave
Thursday, June 4, 2009 >>6:40 PM
Yes! I'll be leaving for JAPAN tomorrow! HAHA! I can't wait! Going to Japan has been my dream for the past few years, so finally realising one of my dreams feels. . . exiting! So dear readers, this would be the post before i leave for Japan, i'll try to blog while being in Japan if i can get a connection there! :D
I had a great day at wen yi's place today. Watched a couple of movies and talked a couple of bit, just a nice cozy gathering that i haven't been to in a very long time. So, finally going out makes me not so much of a geek! XD Yes, i have finally established my self for not being a geek, AND PROBABLY NEVER WILL BE, i hope. XD Anyways, physics tuition was not all too bad, just had 3 HOURS OF IT but skipped a little bit of it, because we didn't felt like tuition-ing over 3 HOURS. But it was okay, i'm a little bit crazy today, so my laughter was filling the whole class. XD
I'm gonna play tennis tomorrow, early in the morning with my brother, cousin and Sabby! I hope tomorrow will be a fun day, you know, just before i leave for Japan (my flight is 11.30 p.m). And my mom said i don't have CREATIVITY. She was just dissing my photography. Yea, i know my photography skills aren't THAT great, but why relate it to my drawing? "How are you going to be an interior designer ahh? You don't have much creativity." Great, she just crushed my dream of being an interior designer, and don't even think about graphic designing. I guess i should look for a future that DOES NOT INVOLVE THE SENSE OF CREATIVITY, since i don't have ANY. I guess i shall be some stinking accountant. Great, why do i even need to consider taking engineering drawing NOW? I guess i don't need it, since interior designing is so out of my league.
Anyways, i guess thats it, don't really feel like blogging much today! Lazy. . . :D See you readers in Japan! (if i can get a connection there!)
Labels: daily life, japan, tennis
Teachers Day
Friday, May 29, 2009 >>5:45 PM

Alicia and i blocking Mei hui's face with our fist

Alex-sama and i! :D

Sabby and i, along with her CRUTCH!

Alex-sama being oblivious to the camera, and also us listening to MAD WORLD!

Mei hui trying to cut off my poor little chicken's head

Now, shes trying to cut off it's beak
We had our teachers day celebration today! XD It was really really fun and it involved alot of shouting and screaming. :D As you can see from the pictures above, we all have been so jobless to take stupid pictures! XD The funniest being the one where alicia and i blocked mei hui's face with our fist! AHAHA! She looked so so FANNAY! :D And poor sabby, it looked so suffering walking with a crutch! And did i mention she was sweating FREAKING LOTS?! That just prooves how tiring walking with a crutch is. . . haih, i hope i won't end up like her! :D
OO! I BOUGHT A NEW HEEL SHOE TODAY! IT LOOKS AWESOME! Its from vincci, and i would like to thank my mom for buying it for me! I got so many shoes already, and shes still willing to be me somemore! HAH, i feel so lucky! XD
Mad world- Adam lambert
"all around me are familiar faces""worn out places, worn out faces""bright and early for the daily races""going nowhere, going nowhere""and their tears are filling up their glasses""no expression, no expression""hide my head i want to drown my sorrow""no tomorrow, no tomorrow""and i find it kind of funny, i find it kind of sad""the dreams of which i'm dying are the best i've ever had"' i finf it hard to tell you, i find it hard to take""when people run in circles its a very very""mad world, mad world""children waiting for the day they feel good""happy birthday, happy birthday""and i feel the way that every child should""sit and listen, sit and listen""went to school and i was very nervous"'no one knew me, no one knew me""hello teacher tell me whats my lesson""look right through me, look right through me""and i find it kind of funny, i find it kind of sad""the dreams of which i'm dying are the best i've ever had""i find it hard to tell you, i find it hard to take""when people run in circles its a very very""mad world, mad world, mad world, mad world"I listened to it and wrote it myself! i hope its correct! :D
Labels: crutch, daily life, mad world, school, shopping
Little tiny tear drops
Tuesday, April 28, 2009 >>7:09 PM
As i said in my previous entries, i would post videos on what exactly we, 4 Martians do in class when there is no teacher around. But, i'm having a hard time uploading the video, considering my really REALLY slow intervet, so you guys gotta be a little bit more patient yea? XP
Not much had happened in class today, im just a little pist at mei hui for ruining my life. And i sorta GOT MOST OF THE PREFECTS IN MY CLASS IN TROUBLE BECAUSE OF ME DEPRESSING AND I NEEDED TO EAT, SO THAT I WOULD NOT BE SO DEPRESSED. And conveniently enough, Sabi- Sabina brought food! *Teacher whom i should not mention* caught us. But they didn't get in much trouble. BUT I STILL FEEL TERRIBLE! Why do i always seem to cause some sort of misfortune to the people around me? Am i such a jinx?! Maybe i should move to Antartica and isolate myself there, away from the outside world! Hmmmm, thats a great idea! XP
But i guess other than the trouble with the food and my obviously crappy life, its quite okay. I've really got to STOP COMPLAINING! Owh, by the way, a few days back, i saw this hot dude wearing somesort of basketball jersey heading to the park. HE WAS AWESOMELY H.O.T! And its rare for me to say guys are h.o.t, because sabi said i have high standards, so for me to say this guy is hot, that means he is REALLY h.o.t! He looked so cool dribbling the ball! I'm getting the puppy love! XD
Labels: 4 marikh, daily life, Ramblings
Mr. Yogurt, AGAIN
Thursday, April 16, 2009 >>6:51 PM

Supposed to be superman. AHAHA!

Talking about impulsive force, look at the poor man doing split..

That red coloured glove is supposed to be M.U. Golly glove. XP

Again with impulsive force, the EGG. XD

A guy running to do high jump.... AHAHAHA
Had a real fun time on physics tuition, AGAIN. That teacher never fails to make my day. I look forward to his classes every SINGLE time! He's so funny, but you actually learn from him! Unlike my school teacher, though shes funny, i don't understand what on earth is she talking about. I have to say the truth, THANK YOU MR. YOGURT! XD
But, i pity Alex-sama today, she got a spank at her bum by the most evilest teacher *name not to be mentioned* I tried to make her feel better by drawing a cartoon of that teacher spanking her bum, i guess i made it work, cause she laughed, and i laughed too. XP HAH, ALEX-SAMA! :)
And i had the vegetable stuck on my name today, AGAIN! And this time, more people were able to see it. Rebecca took a picture of it, i'll try and post it here ONE DAY. XD
Labels: alex-sama, daily life, mr. yogurt, vegetable
Hari Muhibbah!
Saturday, April 11, 2009 >>7:42 PM

4 Marikh people! Look at Clinton! XD

A nice group picture, ONE MORE TIME! XD

Hah, look at Sabi, Melissa and I... XP

-.-

Meli-Melissa and i! :)

The sexy ass dude?! XD

Sabi- Sabina and I! XD

Alex-sama and I! XP

The Band!
Hey there! XD We had the Hari Muhibbah today! As you can see from the picture i posted above, it's quite an interesting day! XD In the end, only Sabi, Alex-sama and i changed into out tradisional clothes... Haih. But it was still a blast! XD The band from Victoria Institution came to perform for us! Enough said, everybody enjoyed it, especially with them having a conductor with a nice, curvy and sexy ass. XP But it was so bloody hot today, sweating out so much! But other than that, it was worth it, cause it was reeeeally fun! XD I didn't get to see the musical competition, but according to people, it was quite nice.
Went to the pc-fair just now, GAWD, I SWEAR THERE WERE MILLIONS OF PEOPLE THERE. It was so bloody crowded! But my mom finally managed to buy the broadband she wanted for a very long time. And i did not buy anything, but who cares? XD
Labels: alex, clinton, daily life, Hari Muhibbah, Melissa, pc-fair, Sabi
Market = HELL
Sunday, April 5, 2009 >>6:42 PM
MARKET IS HELL, DEEPEST PIT OF HELL!
Seriously?! Why do i have to put up with friggin damn rude people that does not seem to know the word,"excuse me"! Seriously! They just bang you, and walk away as if nothing happened! i think i swore god knows how many times, but refrained myself from saying it out loud, just to not let my father hear it. XD
AND, I GOT SPRAYED BY SOME SORT OF CHICKEN FLUID. I mean, i was walking right behind my dad, then this DUDE, out of the blue, just tossed some sort of fluid across me, AND IT MANGED TO HIT ME. Then i realised it was some sort of CHICKEN FLUID. EWWWWWW! And, i got fish scales on my hair! Ahh, atleast i don't have to go next week, since it'll be my brother's turn. XD
I'm f-kin mad now. Yes, i'm mad at my mom. See, it all happened like this;
I was reading a new book in my room, since i just bought it and all. Then my mom shouted from the computer table, "Do you know what you call those people that paint themselves and act like a statue?" intending for my brother that is all the way downstairs. "I don't know, statue people?" Then my mom shouted again, "There's a specific name for them, but i forgotten." Then my brother replied, "Ask Leanne la." My mom replied,
"I don't think Leanne would know the word. True enough, i do not know the word, i did before but i also forgotten what the word was, but, with any reasons at all, there's just no reason for you to look down on me like that! I mean, don't i deserve some respect from you? I mean, i know you're my elder and it is meant for me to respect you, but as your daugther, don't i atleast deserve a little respect too?! I know i'm not as smart as my brother, but cant you just appreciate my good qualities, not just go on about my bad ones?! I'm a different person compared to my brother, so my degree of smartness is on a different level. Can't you atleast appreciate that?! I have my own pride, so that means i have my own feelings. I'm a very emotional person, you as my mother should know that i'm easily hurt! And i'm awfully hurt right NOW!
Yes, i'm stupid. Yes, i'm notas smart as my brother and i'm gullible, but can't you you just look on the bright side of me? My English may not be very good, but i atleast take effort in improving ! I'm trying really REALLY HARD. But so what? Not like you noticed it or anything, all you got to say is that i'm stupid and you don't even need to ask me about it, because i'm stupid and i don't know the answer. Call me ungrateful or anything, but i'm freaking damn pissed off right now, and i'm awfully angry too. There! D:
My complaints never seem to come to an end, but i can't just sit down and pretend nothing has happened! I can't! Atleast i'm SMART enough to know that. Yeesh
Labels: daily life, market, mom, Ramblings
Lala land, stay with me!
Tuesday, March 31, 2009 >>4:23 PM
My lala-land hallucinations are atill with me!! GOT
90 FOR CHEMISTRY, and most importantly,
73 FOR FREAKING DAMN ADD-MATHS! Woohoo!! i thought my "lala-land" hallucinations would come crashing down today, BUT IT DIDN'T so i'm really thanking god for that! Ahahahaha!! XD
Theres history tomorrow though... Don't know whether my lala-land would continue to stay in tact, since it just overcame a HUGE obstacle today, i have no idea whether that wonderful dreamworld would stay strong when another obstacle like
HISTORY comes crashing to it! All i can do know is wish really really really really really really really
REALLY hard that my lala-land hallucinations will stay with me! XD
Had a long ed-board meeting today, and i'm stuck doing graphics work again. Not that i'm complaining, but here comes my busy life again. I have been wonderfully laid back these few days... no homework, no scolding, no stress, just heaven(in lala land that is). So for me to be brought back to reality by given an assignment, i feel kind of sad. Seriously :)
Anyways, gotta go get ready to go play tennis with Sabi! YES, SHES BACK FROM FREAKIN DAMN EUROPE. FINALLY. and she'll come to scholl tomorrow! XD I hope she brought back a hot french guy for me! XP
and amira, PLEASE FIND MY BLOG ALREADY! 8D
Labels: add-maths, chemistry, daily life, Ramblings
Hello!
Sunday, March 29, 2009 >>8:05 PM
Yes! I am getting into the mood of blogspot! XD
I see most of my friends have a blogspot, so i don't want to be left out! :)
I'm so sick today, got some sort of nausea feeling, and i think i'm coming down with a fever, but other than that, i kinda feel energetic! XD
Just came back from Ipoh today, WHAT A HECTIC DAY. My grandma suddenly decides to go to Penang, then suddenly decides NOT TO, realising that she and her friend are finally old, and cant take care of themselves. So, its good she finally realised it, could see my dad burning up. :)
My brother's latest joke!
"Get away from the computer now or i will PROCESS YOU....... INTO MARGERINE!"
"Why margerine?"
"Because margerine is made of fats, and your a lump of one!"
Laughed my ass off when i heard the reasoning, its mean and not really nice, but i find it comical and i really don't mind it. XD
Hope i can go to school tomorrow! (stupid of me to look foward to going to school... ) Kinda missed most of my friends, evendo its has only been ONE day since i saw them... XD
That should be it for today! gotta really get some rest, if not i wont be able to go to school tomorrow! XD I am going to confront MSG! AHAHAHA!
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THAT will ever happen! :)
Labels: daily life, Ramblings