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I'm having one of those moments where i just want to lie down and stare at my ceiling, doing completely nothing and listen to emo songs all day. But too bad, i don't have the time to do that. I realised i've been daydreaming more lately, because i often find myself zoning out in classes, and even the occasional chat with friends. And i've been so tired and restless lately. I guess college have taken my stamina and motivation away.

I actually prefer to cry in the comfort of my smelly pillow, or being just alone, because it's a moment where you let your feelings pour and not really wanting anybody to see it. But i couldn't control it yesterday. I just couldn't. I was fighting so hard to hold it back, but it just came out anyways.

And i know i can be a pain in the ass most of the times, and probably inconsiderate to the extent of probably ignoring you, you'll always be my best friend. Always.

Tomorrow is the SAM charity fest, hopefully it'll be fun then. As of now, i really hate my life.

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