Friday, August 21, 2009 >>8:24 PM

Well, its not exactly MINE, but i'm using this new layout at the moment! ;D I LOVE IT! It's so cool that you have to press buttons to go to other places. Get what i mean? I've always wanted my layout to be like that, but i just didn't know how to do it. But now, I do! So yea, i'm satisfied. My cbox is a little bit cacat here. When you post a message, it wont immediately appear, you have to either refresh the page or click another button (like entries) then press back the "tagboard" button, then you can see your message is posted. Sorry! I can't do anything to fix it, so i hope you can bear with it. O.O

School was relaxing today. Had no lessons. AND WE CUT OPEN A FROG! Yes, i know i'm not a bio student ANYMORE, but i asked the permission of my bio teacher whether i can skip LK for the day and participate in the "killing" of the frog. She agreed, so obviously i joined in. It was so cool! At first, it was kinda scary, where you gotta cut the skin and the membrane and all. But after awhile, it gets kinda fun! IT'S SO COOL TO SEE THE FROG'S HEART BEAT! It's like this tiny little thing that keeps pumping and pumping and pumping. I even touched that small little heart, it felt so, funny! It sorta felt like this tiny rounded thing you touch, and it keeps inflating and deflating and inflating and deflating, AWESOME! But i have to say, POOR FROG! I hope the frog rest in peace. It was so creepy, the whole time we were doing it, THE FROG'S EYES WERE WIDE OPEN! But it was unconscious, because it was given chloroform. But the experience was great and i'm glad i did not missed it. :P

AND, I changed the name of my blog, AGAIN! It's called "ambivalence" now.

Ambivalence- Emotional attitude towards a person or thing involving alternating attraction and repulsion.- Oxford dictionary

Labels: Biology, daily life, frog, new layout, school

Thursday, July 16, 2009 >>8:28 PM

Yes, i have finally dropped bio today! XD Yes, i'm a freaking drop out, so what? I'm not in the slightest bit interested in bio, so theres really no point in me studying it. AND, my ambition has NOTHING to do with bio, unless i want to design some person's house the shape of the heart. Until then, i don't think i need bio. Today will probably be my last day being in the bio lab, so i sorta cherished moments of being inside it, since i probably wont step foot in there any more. :D

I went to buy my LK equipment (sounds like some sort of RPG game. :D) in CZipLee today, and i saw Alex-sama there! It was like, when i stepped into the shop, i went on a search for my LK stuff, then i heard my name being called. I was like, 'Who is calling me?' Then the playback of what happened this morning when this navin dude said 'bye' to me when i was saying my 'byes' to mei hui and alicia. Anyways, i realised it was Alex-sama! You probably wont understand what on earth i just said there, its just me rambling on crap. XD

And, physics tuition today was awesome! I laughed my ass off at most part, because my teacher's drawing is just TOO FUNNY. XDD

That should be it my peeps! :D I'm really tired now, sitting on the computer chair typing this is sorta making it worse. XD Yes, i know, i'm an old lady. Hee!

Labels: Biology, Ramblings

Sunday, May 24, 2009 >>7:19 PM

I made my self a nice, cold iced lemon tea, and that really calmed me down from all the biology madness. Alot of people are pretty scared for the biology exam tomorrow. And i can totally grasp their idea of scared. Because, i'm getting all the nerves of FAILING biology, which i don't intend to, because i NEVER failed anything in my life, YET. So i'm really scared my first fail would be my biology! SHIT. But, luckily, Faeng wey told me some stuff that might come out for our exam, which sorta calmed me down a little, because atleast i know WHAT ON EARTH TO STUDY.

Anyways, i was watching the american idol final again, AND I SAW THIS FUNNY THING. You see, A.I has this "Golden idol award" which gives awards to those people that made an impression. When i was seeing the "outstanding male" nominees, i was SHOCKED! The first nominee, no idea what his name was, WAS SINGING MAD WORLD, IN A VERY HIGH AND SQUEAKY WAY! I was seriously laughing my ASS OFF! IT WAS DAMN FUNNAY!! XDD And i sorta have Davis cook's "permanent" stuck in my head. Seeing him sing that song in tribute to his brother was so... sad. I can't believe his brother died! T-T

Anyways, i just put that "hit counter" thing, so i hope you readers help me increase that number! :D

MAD WORLD! AHAHAHAHAHA What a way to ruin the song, but i still love it anyways! :D

Labels: american idol, Biology, lemon tea, mad world, Ramblings

Saturday, May 23, 2009 >>8:13 PM

I like the rain. Its nice, comforting and it sort of calms you down. Whenever you listen to the rain, what do you feel? :D i feel this overwhelming feeling flowing inside of me, as if its taking away all my frustrations, along with the rain. But when the rain stops, all those feeling comes back. The rain hitting on my window pane, its really really nice. I like the sound of the rain, its like another you, washing away all the problems in life and bringing a calm feeling to it and it makes you feel, FRESH. AND, it cools down the damn earth! The rain is awesome! I hope i could be a part of it.

If you see properly, you can see the rain falling, and that house there? That is my boss's house, Wai yan! XD The back of her house that is.


Incredible, i was studying biology for 2 HOURS. I feel so proud of my self! i mean, on normal days, i don't even border TOUCHING the book! But since its the exams and all, i had to lay my hands on the damn bio book. Well, atleast i took the effort to read it! XD

i'M SO ADDICTED TO "MAD WORLD" BY ADAM LAMBERT! Even if i'm not a big fan of his, but i gotta admit it, he really can sing! I like mad world the most!

Labels: Biology, mad world, rain

Friday, May 22, 2009 >>9:05 PM

Red spots are practically covering both my hands and my legs! Its not CHICKEN POX! Not those small red dot stuff, but its an allergy reaction! It so ITCHY! I just feel like scratching my whole body! And it looks HIDEOUS! HIDEOUS! Why la must i get sick at this VERY IMPORTANT WEEK?! ITS MY EXAM WEEK!! I guess my body is really really week... GREAT

ANYWAYS, KRIS ALLEN WON AMERICAN IDOL! Even though i'm not an adam lambert fan, but i think he should have won instead. Vocally, adam is alot better than kris. I guess americans find him CREEPY, LIKE I DO! XD Adam's "mad world" was really well done, and i cant get that song off my head! :D

Right, gotta go study my ass-math! I'll only start bio tomorrow! Who on earth wants to study bio late at night?! DEFINATELY NOT ME!

Labels: allergy, american idol, ass-maths, Biology

Friday, May 15, 2009 >>6:04 PM

Because of my mid-term exams! So, just telling you people that i'll be on a hiatus until... probably after the exams. XD And i've really got to study, since i have not been doing so for the past few days, and i'm super scared for my biology test, who cares anyways? i'm still gonna drop it! But i guess give bio one last shot before i drop it. XD

I STILL HAVE NOT RECOVERED FROM MY STUPID ILLNESS YET! I have no idea how am i gonna concentrate on my exams if i still don't get well by monday. At this point, i probably sound LIKE A MAN! So i hope it will get better over the weekend so that i can talk normally again by monday. :D

Well, gotta go crack my head for biology, since its gonna be my last time ever studying for it. XP

See you in a few weeks time! AHAHAHAHA

Labels: Biology, hiatus, sick

Saturday, May 9, 2009 >>5:58 PM

My mid-year exams are practically less than a week, and i haven't started my engine on studying yet! Its like, i'm not scared my mid-year is coming! What is wrong with me? Why do i feel so laid back? Am i weird? Because last year, every time theres an exam or a test, i would have started studying a week before already. Now, i havent even started reading anything! I cant use holidays as an excuse anymore(because the last test, i went on a holiday and did not have time to study! XP) because i'm NOT on holiday! My gad, i don't know what to do anymore! Please, SAVE ME! Right, and i'll see how my biology is doing! If i get bad marks AGAIN," i'll drop it and take engineering drawing instead!" AND I'M PRETTY SERIOUS ABOUT IT! Clinton and Chun ming cant stop laughing whenever i say that phrase! Its like, i'm joking, when i'm not! Ish, cant take them anymore!

As you can see, i've changed the name of my blog! I love the new header i made! (am i being so self absorbed? XP) Yes, its inspired from a line in a song that i like. XD And, I LOVE THE NEW DAVID ARCHULETA SONG, TOUCH MY HAND! So awesome man!

Labels: Biology, blog, david archuleta, exams, Ramblings, touch my hand

Friday, April 3, 2009 >>3:25 PM

Today is the last day of school for the week, and what better way to end it then to get back my freaking biology marks?! yes, my bio marks were wonderful! 54! ahaha! Well, atleast my lala-land is still in tact, since i didn't fail the paper! In the real world, i would have probably failed all of my subjects, but here in lala-land, i managed to pass all. yay~ But, getting a 54 is quite disappointing. Thats probably the lowest i've gotten so far since being in this high school. So, theres always a first time in everything! XD I'm being very VERY optimistic about it, just not to hurt any pride left in me. XP

Gonna bury myself with lots of sleep this weekend, to catch those when i slept really late. My panda eyes are revealing itself day by day, WORSE AND WORSE. Gawd, is there any cure to panda eyes?? I really wish there was one! :)

Had quite a fun day in school today, especially in the bio lab! XD I actually felt the joy of being a young and joyful kid (i'm an old woman now XD). Sprayed distilled water at most of my friends! Sabi was my first victim! Then it was ashven john, chun ming and asvin k. I think there were alot more other people, but better not mention them. XD

HAH, Alex-sama's schemes all failed today! She tried so hard, BUT FAILED. ;D you know what i mean right, Alex-sama?? *smirks*

Gotta go take my beauty sleep soon! BAPTISE ME FROM THE PANDA EYES.

Labels: alex-sama, Biology, panda eyes, playing around