Tumbled Butterflies
It's a beautiful night
Monday, November 14, 2011 >>11:31 PM

Today marks the start to my freedom, no more assignments, homework, presentations, common test, doing reports and many many more. Today will also be the start of me rotting at home, because as of now, i don't know WHAT to do. I contemplating plugging my ps2 to play kingdom hearts again, but i'm just too lazy to clear off the mess of my chair at the moment, besides, i need to finish kingdom hearts- birth by sleep on my PSP first. I've played Tetris Battle on facebook, but that isn't long live. I've even coloured part of my drawings on photoshop (basic CG) and my eyes were too strained to look so intensely at my laptop screen anymore.

I have absolutely nothing to do now.

And so here am i, blogging. Seems to be the last resort to save my sanity.

Today is also the end of my college. Right at the very end already. Fullstop. Period. And i've come to realize that i'll really miss all the stress of college has inflicted on me (yes, although i complained a lot in the past, but i really have grew attached to the stress). No more seeing my awesome classmates anymore. No more random visits to Bravo to play pool anymore. No more wondering around that boring mall that doesn't have much to do. No more taking on random road trips to go eat anymore. No more seeing my hubby everyday anymore.

This. Is. Pathetic.

BUT (THERE'S ALWAYS A BUT!)

Today was actually the first day i actually watched a movie with my hubby in a cinema. AND, today is the first time is stepped foot into a cinema ever since i watched Tron last year after SPM. LOLOLOLOLOLOL! We all wanted to watch In Time, but we were too late, so we watched Tower Heist instead. No regrets though, cause it's one hell of a funny movie. But i REALLY want to watch In Time. :( BUT ANYWAYS. LOL. AND TODAY IS THE FIRST TIME I SAW MY HUBBY WORE A FULL PATTERN SHIRT INSTEAD OF HIS ORDINARY BEGGAR T-SHIRTS. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. ;)

Well, i'll miss college, of course. Too bad mine is such a short one. But for now, i'm just gonna try to enjoy whatever time i have left before my hubby leaves for UK and before i, myself leave for Australia. February 11 will be the day. :(

February 11.

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Better run, better run
Friday, September 9, 2011 >>7:36 PM

It's Friday! This week has certainly passed by very very quickly. It was as thought last week, i was dreading to study for my Legal Studies extended response test, and now I'm dreading to study every single fudging subject for damn trials. Gosh, i hope i'm a bear in the next life cause i'll be able to freaking hibernate for 6 months without worrying about anything. D:

My panda eyes are getting worse lately. Well, not surprising. SIGH.

I'm gonna stop complaining now. :)

I have recently been addicted to Foster the People's new song called Pumped up kicks. After Wilson, Derrick and Mabel introduced it to me yesterday, i've been addicted to it since! HAHA! Though the lyrics is about wanting to kill someone, the chorus is really addicting. ;)

Went shopping for a while at KLCC just now. Bought a lot of plain shirts from Uniqlo. Wanted to look for more shorts, but too bad all the places are not on sale now. Sad. :( Wanted to buy a shirt for The Boy, but was with my mom, so i didn't dare. :'(

Yesterday, the worst thing happened. I was sitting for my math common test 4, and at the beginning of the test, my graphic calculator failed on me. It didn't work at all! I was so frustrated because i needed to use the fudging damn calculator for a few questions, which was worth a lot of marks. But it failed on me. Pissed, i was really pissed off. Then, after the test ended, still kind of upset but was sorta okay but the moment Zhong came up to me and pressed ON on my GC, it worked. It fcking worked. I felt like smashing and throwing that piece of thing, really. Urgh. This is what happens when they test you on a question that requires mostly technology. D: Would like to thank Zhong for comforting me! :D Thank you so so much bum bum! :D

Ah well, what's done is done. I don't give a shit anymore. Time for dinner!

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I've had just enough time
Thursday, July 21, 2011 >>6:08 PM

Today was the first day i drove (YES, I PASSED MY DRIVING EXAM ON MONDAY. CHYEAHHHH!), obviously with my mom next to me, and seriously it was one of my most stressed moments EVER. She even called me a dangerous driver and was scared to sit in my car. LOL! I've lost all my mood to drive any more. D:

Been sick since yesterday and i hate this feeling. Coming down with the flu and had diarrhea yesterday. D: Why do i get so sick easily? Yeesh.

Ah, i don't know what to write any longer! I've lost all my blogging mojo already. I used to be able to write so much last time, even the crappiest thing that doesn't make any sense at all, but now i can't even crap anything to save my life! :'(

Tomorrow is Friday, and another week gone by, and closer to the year coming to an end. It felt as though it was just yesterday i started college. I hate how time goes by so fast now. And i hate that my college life is less than a year only. I'm so gonna miss everyone when it's time to leave. :(

Ah well, i'll leave the sob story until then. I'm gonna treasure every moment now. :D OMG, I JUST CRAPPED. HAHA! YAYYYYY.

Sorry, you've just wasted a few minutes of your precious time. :P

Over and out! ♥

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We may only have tonight
Monday, June 6, 2011 >>11:06 AM

A few days ago, i had this heart to heart talk with my neighbour's daughter (which is basically my neighbour too. HAHA) I think she's well around in her late 20's or max, early 30's and well, she gave me a long and inspiring talk on her experience on being a designer, a graphic artist and well, it wasn't easy getting there in the first place. She never studied it in the first place, because she did mass communication in uni, and she came to love all these designing stuff when she was working for a newspaper company in the states (THE STATES!). She really inspired me, and made me more certain of the choices i was gonna make. My mom have been working hard to scare me with the idea of being an architect by bringing me to her old office and introducing me to her architect friends and have a tour in the office on what they basically do. And i tell you, she scared every bit of my body, because those sort of work her friends showed are the sort i despise the most. I was in a bad moment of doubt, whether have i made the right decision, made the right choice? When i talked to my neighbour, i didn't doubt myself as much anymore, and maybe even became a little bit more confident in myself. I'm not saying i've completely made up my mind on what i want to do, but i do have a clearer picture now.

Bla bla bla, that was so boring right? HAHA!

So, first week of holidays have ended. One more week to go, then it's back to hectic college life (well i'm sorta happy cause i'll be seeing my hubby. HAHA! But we're gonna go out soon when he comes back from penang anyways. Oh, and my friends too! so yeahhhhhh). I've been the master of procrastination the whole of last week. Did nothing productive (besides a few of my portfolio stuff) at all. Well, until last night that is. I finally started on my legal studies CPT (STUPID COURSEWORK). I felt so proud last night, cause it was the day i was FINALLY considered to be productive. LOL! In an hour or so, i'm gonna go college to see Mabel, hopefully the stitches on her foot will be out, and we're gonna get started on our econs assignment. Whoop whoop! :D Our moms are gonna have lunch together too. DUM DUM DUMMM! HAHAHAHA!

Ah well, i guess that should be it. Can't wait for thursday! ;)


play the music low, and sway to the rhythm of love.

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H-e-l-l-o
Tuesday, May 31, 2011 >>5:58 PM

Ho yeah, time to finally update my dead blog! :D

Hello there people! I know i haven't been a very diligent blogger, but expect more updates because i'm on a 2 week break from college now! ;)

Argh, my eyes are literally so small now, because i'm so tired! Just came back from shah alam (Mabel's house of course, the life of the rich and fabulous!) and have been ps3-ing the whole day! Played little big planet, virtua tennis 3 (owned the megan/wilson pair. Azim was a great tennis partner HAHA), watched azim and wilson play fifa 11' and proceeded to play a little black ops (which i suck so bad. I'd rather play left 4 dead 2!) and well, chilling in the theater room. Paris, Mabel's dog is soooo cute! Everybody manja-ed it so much. :D

I can't believe half a year just flew by like that. I mean, in just a blink of an eye, half of 2011 is gone. It was just like yesterday i was at my college orientation all alone, and now got so many great friends (not forgetting my old ones of courseee). Last time, i used to despise going to college, but now i anticipate to go college. I mean, i would enjoy it more if there wasn't so many workload. HAHA! ;)

Half a year passed, half a year to go! I'm pretty sure 2nd semester would be much harder, but i'm starting to enjoy my lessons now (EVEN LEGAL. LIKE, WTF? HAHA). Hopefully i did fine in my semester exams. The application to universities is starting to tick me off. Sometimes i wonder why do i even take the subjects i'm taking now. For me to get into RMIT (for architecture or any sort of design), i need to do a friggin' design exercise and have a friggin' portfolio (see, i'm empty handed now) and must be done by august cause friggin' RMIT wants to be special and the requirements are so hard to meet, if compared to Uni Of Melbourne where the applications can be as late as october and there's NO NEED FOR A PORTFOLIO OR A DESIGN EXERCISE (no designs though, only architecture). STRESS. And i need to do my legal course work draft and stupid econs essay thing. Aishhhh! No time, no time!

I'm gonna go slack now. Good day

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Teacher's Day at HH2
Saturday, May 14, 2011 >>5:01 PM

So I have finally decided to update my dead blog. Haha! No emo post now. Because I’m in a VERY good mood. :D
So yesterday was Friday the 13th, which is supposed to be a bad day right? WRONG!
Because Taylors College Sri Hartamas celebrated Teacher’s Day today! :D I know teacher’s day in school is more to the boring side, and only performances, but hell no. At least not at my college! ;)
So, the day started at 6 a.m. Woke up freakishly early to get started on making my mashed potatoes because seeing as our class decided on pot luck, I’m contributing homemade mash potatoes. I was initially supposed to wake up at 5, but me being lazy and all, I ended up waking up at 6 and started to make my mash potatoes. Took me awhile to make them cause they took a long time to soften when I was boiling them. Still, it came out the way I wanted it to. :D
Bathed and went to college. Didn’t bring my mash cause my mom would be making a personal delivery later cause cold mash wouldn’t be very nice right? :D Went to college and had our lessons as usual. The whole lot of us was pretty excited about because we prepared so many good food and Azim brought his WII while Selva brought his PS3, ready to be connected to our class projector and playing it. Cool right?
So yea, our last lesson was econs, and our teacher only took 5 minutes to finish up pending exercises because we all begged him to let us off early. Thank goodness he agreed to it. :D So yea, we all started rearranging the tables and chairs and getting ready the food and all, playing some awesome music on loud speakers. Because our classroom was dubbed as the “fishbowl classroom” (all the walls are glass, so people could see everything inside), it was even more awesome. Everybody stopped by to look at us, because honestly speaking; our class was the most happening class.Who would have thought to bring WII and PS3? LOL! EVERYBODY stopped to look at our class.
What’s funny is that all our lecturers came to our class at the same time, which made it a lot easier for us. :D My mom delivered the mash and we all started distributing food to our lecturers. Everyone praised my mash potato! /smug. So yea, Ben brought 4 bottles of sparkling champagne, so we popped a couple of bottles. Played WII games all excitedly and taking lots of pictures with Azim’s awesome DSLR. Lots of laughing and fun. I mean, even Ms Marini (legal lecturer) tried playing tennis on WII! XD
Ah well, I’m already lazy to write more. All in all, yesterday was one of the best Friday the 13th everrr! Yes, we all have our Legal common test 2 on Monday, but we all had a lot of fun yesterday. No doubt about it. :D

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Bad week
Tuesday, March 29, 2011 >>6:47 PM

Last week was one of the worst week of my LIFE. WORSTTT!

WHY?

First, SPM RESULTS. OMG, 11 YEARS OF EDUCATION GONE DOWN THE DRAIN BECAUSE I COULDN'T EVEN GET FRIGGING STRAIGHT A'S. And it was alllll because of LK. LK! Now, i regret dropping bio, cause they made the grade for an A in LK so much more higher. ): GREATTT. My nice certificate ruined by a B. Well, no point in complaining and regretting it now. ):

SECOND
BLOODY HELL, AFTER ONE DAY I BOUGHT MY BLACKBERRY TORCH, THE PHONE I'VE BEEN WANTING FOR SO LONG, IT GOT STOLEN. FECKKKKK!

Seriously, curse WHOEVER who took my precious baby, because i hope you ROT in the deepest pit of hell, really. On the contrary, just take the phone as a form of donation to your funeral from me (as quoted by my mom). Thankfully my mom didn't scold me at all, because she understands the feeling of getting your stuff stolen right below your nose. Urgh. And she was really very kind to lend me the Samsung Galaxy Ace she bought the same day i bought my Blackberry. Thank you mummy. :D

Ahh well, holidays are over for me. D: Back to hectic college life. ):

P.S Super Junior Super Show 3 was AWESOME. I got to see everyone upclose, especially my Hae, and got to touch Kyuhyun's hand. :D My last super show everrr. ):

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HH2
Thursday, March 17, 2011 >>7:50 PM

Yes! Done with first term of college! Our term break officially starts today! :D Haha! Freedom for a week. ;)

Our common test 1 was a real killer. I mean, SERIOUSLY. The highest i got was 80 for accounts, and thats a B+. D: An A- would be 81.1. 1.1 MARKS AWAY FROM A FRIGGIN A-! D: Sheesh. Worst subject is obviously legal (NO DUH). Lost a lot of marks for math CAUSE I DIDN'T SEE THE QUESTION ON THE FRIGGIN LAST PAGE. Feck.

Putting that aside, Super Show 3 in 2 days! GAHHH. HYPERVENTILATING. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I can't wait to go see my husband live again (DREAM COME TRUE!) This would probably be my last suju concert cause next year i'll be in aussie land already. D:

ON THE BRIGHTER NOTE, college is fun (besides suffering from the many course work and friggin LEGAL STUDIES) My class, HH2 is seriously the most happening class (though we only have 16 people, going to be 15 cause Be is going to switch classes. D:) We literally laugh everyday. We have all sorts of people, like egoistical people, big teddy bear people, sick minded people, crazy people, ping pong freaks. Seriously, though there's 16 (turning 15) people, you name it, we have many different people. XD Which makes the class so fun. ;D

We're all basically good friends with each other. ;)

The usual gang. Jaclyn, Mabel, Sook Yee and of course me, the weirdo. :D

THE GIRL THAT IS MOVING OUT OF OUR CLASS. BE, THE FIRST FRIEND I MADE IN COLLEGE. D:

It was last day of our term. So yea, brought my laptop and took pictures with the webcam. XD I love Jaclyn's face. hahaha!

I didn't take everybody cause it'll be weird. LOL

So yea. It's kinda weird cause i complain about college a lot, but seriously, my class is awesome. :D

Though if compared to 5 Marikh, that was much better. :D

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FLIP!
Wednesday, March 9, 2011 >>7:56 PM

Here goes my rant;

I'm quite prideful in a sense, like how i don't really like losing, but obviously i won't show it on my face, cause i'm just like that. So here i am, taking 3 friggin subjects that i know nothing off (legal, econs and accounts) and well, struggling at it (not much at econs but, you get the idea) MOSTLY LEGAL OMG I FEEL LIKE STRANGLING IT IF IT WAS A LIVING CREATURE. And i thought the only subject i COULD very well do is math and english as second language. Math is fine, very fine. But, we just had our common test on monday (which is like 10% of our internal assessment) and i thought the paper was okay. So, i had 2 minutes left before it was time to hand in the paper and i was flipping through to check for any mistakes and i flipped to the last page and saw one question. I didn't see it before. I had a minute left and that question was bloody 5 marks. Before i could do anything it was time to hand in the paper. FECKKKKK

So all my teeny bit of pride have been washed down the drain, because seriously, i don't even know HOW my brother got 96.4 for his ATAR. I don't even have confidence in math anymore (and it was my forte yo). I feel like going back to school. D:

On the brighter side, Super Junior concert is in a week (and few days)! :D

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And i pray to be only yours
Thursday, March 3, 2011 >>7:02 PM

I'M SUCH A TERRIBLE BLOGGER! D:

The last time i updated was like, 2 weeks ago? T-T Sorry! (especially sue yin who have been asking me to update since forever.) Looks like i've really lost my blogging mojo. ):

ANYWAYS.

HELLOOOOOOO. LOL

I SHALL UPDATE NOWWW.

What can i say? College is getting pretty tough. Almost every subject has homework EVERYDAY and i've got 2 course work to finish and i haven't started on ANYTHING at all. Really, i'm screwed. My common test is also next week, starting with math. I'm seriously dead for legal studies (WHY OH WHY DID I TAKE IT) because i hardly understand a thing during lessons, since i space out most of the times. D:

This sucks.

I want to go back to school where homework isn't such a big deal.

ON THE BRIGHTER SIDE, class is really happening. Lots of funny people. And interesting too. I'm starting to feel comfortable being myself (i.e laughing out loud and my stupid lame jokes). So really, i'm kinda fitting in. Not like what i feared before i went into college. :D

It has been officially 3 weeks since my brother went over to Australia. I've got to admit, i really do miss him annoying me. I feel really lonely at home now. And i frequently find myself coming back home from college, going upstairs and calling out "POOOOOOOOOP" unintentionally because that's what i've always done before when my brother was still here. He would always reply "WHAAAAAAAAAT" but now i just hear silence and then i'll be like "Oh right, he's not here anymore" Old habits die hard. ): But i'm surviving. After all, i'll only get one year of loneliness since i'll be living with him when i go over to aussie land. O.O

Argh, i think this is all i can update. Need to study legal (WHY OH WHY) and do my goddamn legal homework. There's an econ's mock test tomorrow also. DIE LAAAAAA.


so i lay my head back down, and i lift my hands and pray, to be only yours, i pray to be only yours. I know now, you're my only hope.

i love this song, really

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MOJOJOJO
Thursday, February 10, 2011 >>10:15 PM

Happy belated chinese new year everyone!

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My lazy backbone has been present the whole of holidays (not that i had internet connection back in ipoh) So, i apologize for the lack of updates.

Chinese New Year this time around was good. Celebrated my cousin's last chinese new year until 2017 because she'll be going over to UK in September.

My brother is going this Saturday, in 2 days. D: To Australia, that is.

I don't know whether i'll miss him, because seriously, he's such an ass. But i probably will because there won't be anyone to annoy me, or nag me, or use my left arm as a punching bag for a whole year. I'll finally know what is like to be an only child.

College is getting rather stressful. Lots of course work. (LEGAL STUDIES, IF I COULD SLAP YOU, I WOULD HAVE AGES AGO)

Lazy. I've lost my blogging mojo already. D:

Just when i've gotten my pretty laptop to utilize.

Over and out!


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Sweet, sweet surprise
Friday, January 28, 2011 >>9:02 PM

Friday, the beginning of weekends. Of course, woke up late, thinking that it's gonna be hell in college because of it's Antarctic climate that could seriously turn me into a popsicle. In other words, i was quite pissy in the morning. Woke up late, hair not right, phone falling from the stairs and bouncing on the steps. You get the idea.

Got to college and realised i wasn't THAT late. Teacher wasn't in yet. Sat down and waited for Yeng Be to come. She came on the dot and our econs teacher came in (the tall guy with the voice of a chipmunk. Seriously) Concentrated on econs until it was over. Then, Jian Zhong, or as we all call him, JZ, told us it was the last day he could be nominated as the student council president. So the whole lot of us ran out of the class to go to the Gen-y computer lab, log in to the student council website and printed the forms to nominate him. Little did we know that it was time for accounts. We were all like, "OMG IT'S ACCOUNTS NOW"

So, we went back and thank God Ms Aggie (acc teacher) wasn't mad. She even said she would vote for JZ. LOL! Had accounts. Got a message from Sueyin in the middle of class saying that she was going off already. Wanted to cry in class but couldn't because it would be weird if i suddenly just burst out crying. So i held it together, in the freezing cold (classroom 2.9 is the coldest room of all! Even the teachers said so! And we had 4 lessons in that classroom!). Relaxed a little when i had English as 2nd language. Talked a little to Bernard, which was someone i never really dared to talk to. XD

Then, it was math! By then, it was super duper ultra mega cold in the classroom. The lesson was basically a recap of form 4 and 5 addmath. Ms Tiew is like, another version of Puan Liew! They talk and teach the same way! XD And she remembers me because i'm Louie's sister (thats what she actually called me on the first day XD) Yes, AGAIN with the sister. I bet if i took physics , or chem, or spec math, they'll be like "LOUIE'S SISTER" again. It's ALWAYS like that. D:

ANYWAYS, then it was our 2 hour break! Yeng Be and i went over to Penang Village and sat down. She said she'll get a bun and sit with me for awhile until her boyfriend comes. Then, suddenly Sook Yee, Wilson, Benjamin, Mabel and Megan came to Penang Village too! They invited us to sit on the same table as them. We talked bit here and there. Then, Derrick and Jaclyn decided to join in. JZ went to the another table to get their VOTES when the election comes. LOL! So, yea, basically, we dug in and talked and blah blah. I felt my handphone vibrate but i was in the middle of eating, so i left it for awhile cause i was nearly done. After that, i saw who sent me the message. It was none other than Sabina Pillay! :D She asked me whether i was free or not. So i called her. She didn't pick up! When i wanted to try for the second time, she called me back. I quickly answered it and was happy to hear a familiar voice. She said she was at Hartamas Shopping Center! She was just opposite from where i was eating. I saw her at that meat shop and quickly ran over there and started screaming and shouting. Seriously, everyone was like looking at us! ROFL! But i was so happy and very well surprised when i saw Sabina and Sonia there. :D Introduced them (not really, they basically introduced themselves. LOL!) Talked to them for awhile and was sad when they had to leave. D:

After that, walked around aimlessly and went to that pool shop that Derrick and JZ always go. Was CROWDED with people. Then, we headed over to that frozen yogurt place and Derrick got all of us free samples cause he knew the owner. LOL!

So yea, that was my normal friday. Honestly, if i had to go back to form 5 with all my friends there, i don't care if i have to do SPM again, i just want to be in a place where i could see all my friends again. Because honestly, form 5 was the best ever. Don't know about college yet, since it's only my first week and few days, but form 5 was theeeee bestttttt. And i want to be able to just walk over to Sueyin's place everyday instead of flying to australia to see her. Period

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